i have not updated u (for the purpose of not venting my anger) for the longest time

i've been pretty occupied, which is a good thing but am not getting sufficient rest recently. cos my bestie's bdae is coming up, khalis bdae too and once im done present hunting for one person, the next gift needs to be settled. so tdae i must go out again, to buy khalis present (again) haha. i say again cos actually he oredi got a pair of sunglasses (in january? it was 40% off, cudnt help it) which is a tad too early present and i feel obliged to get him another little gift (no this wont cost hundreds, i cant afford to) to make his birthday dinner sort of complete with a closure.

that being said, im quite apprehensive to whether his upper person would let him go off earlier on his birthday. he said that person just laughed off the idea. khalis said everybody must book out together at 8. why should they? -.- i mean, its his birthday. you've got a whole load of other sergeants or wadeva his rank is now.its just one person. :( and i wana bring that person to dinner:(.

on the bright side, i got khadijah, my little sister [actually shes just two months younger] a lovely gift yday. rusy accompanied me. im hoping she still likes that brand.

niwae, rusy is the ultimate shopping catalyst. noe wad a catalyst is? a synonym would be an inducer. thus, she induces the splurging activity everytime i meet her and it isnt a good thing. Going out with rusy only once a month would suffice or perhaps, if the frequency need be increased, the nets card should stay at home. haha. honestly, people like zawana and rusy makes khalis upset haha which is actually a funny thing. wen im out with him, i hardly shop. Reason being, i need to save for his birthday. perhaps him standing right in front of me serves as a reminder of the amount that needs to be untouched. but wen its rusy or zawana, its a totally different story. rusy will go 'yes i think u should get it' / 'lawa!!!!'/ 'n the lenght is long! oh my god' when she sees a pretty dress. zawana will go 'forever 21 sak, 20plus je'/ 'ya cantik. kau bole la rai'. when i ask her opinion if the top is too over the top or aniting. but khalis, he will go 'lawa lawa lawa! buy buy!' which actually shuns me from buying hahaha! khalis must learn the art of being a shopping catalyst from zawana/rusy so as not to get upset in the future hahaha

oh my goodness this entry is crap hahaha

byebye