i got this from friendster bulletin.

sweet, but wishful thinking? heh.


I'm the guy who will text youevery single morning and tell you goodmorning, and every single night to tellyou sweet dreams.

I'm the guy who will hold you whenyou're crying and wipe away your tears.

I'm the guy who still thinks you'rebeautiful with no make-up on, wearingyour most torn up jeans and a plaintee-shirtI' m the guy who won'tpressure you todo things that you don't want to do.

I' m the guy who kisses you on theforehead; it doesn't always have to beon the mouth.

I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.

I'm the guy who actually listens to youwhen you talk.

I'm the guy who's waited all daybecause I'm looking forward to our datethat night.

I'm the guy who is content to just beable to hold you and wants nothingmore.

I'm the guy who can't help but smilewhen you walk into the room.

I'm the guy who's perfectly contentwith staying in and watching movies andcuddling.

I'm the guy who won't lie to you aboutwhere he's going or where he's been, orwho he's been with.

I'm the guy who gets butterflies whenhe hears your name.

I'm the guy who's not afraid to tellhis friends he loves you.

I'm the guy who doesn't mess with othergirls when I have you; you're the onlyone that I need.

I'm the guy who doesn't care about yourimperfection s, and loves you more forthem; who wants a perfect girl? that'sjust boring.

I'm the guy who will hold you while wewatch the sunset.

I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKEYOUTHE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD.

my hair looks rebonded cos ive jus conditioned it! haha prasan!!
it feels smoother but no, it doesnt look rebonded. wavy ends are stil wavy ends.

niwaes
i jus watched this hindustan show name ''raincoat'' on central.
i asked booboo to watch too buy he didnt:(
its really cute noe
its a story of this not so well off village guy who undergo depression bcus his gf was married to someone else, someone richer.
so then he went to meet her, and thought she was living in luxury.
she told this guy her husband is away overseas on some business trip. she lied.
he too lied he has a company already. he's actually unemployed.
with a twist of fate, this guy got to know from the landlord that the girl is really poor and will hav to leave the house cos she n he hubby havent paid the rent.
so, the guy left a letter beofre he left saying that he's already paid for her ,3 months rent, (with his only money left).
and in the end, teh girl oso gave him some jewellery cos she too knew that guy was poor.

so its like awwwwwwwww.
so touching!

haha

so other than than, i haven finished my art hwk.

tata

rai~

bpharm meeting wasnt as fast as i thought it would be. but niwaes,
i shud finish my art and prokaryote drawing by TODAY.

n i cant bliv i forget to blog about my day bringing my niece to the dentist and buying her schoolbooks.
i felt like a sister! :)

and shairah was soooo kaypoh wen she say 'it' and she was so sneaky too.

and at their house, i tink aqil was frustrated with me when i laughed when i cudnt do that spongebob stunt wen playinmg xbox game. hahaha:P
n it's so cute wen he said ''kakak, we must teamwork kakak'' wen his sister was winning the race and obviously he didnt wan her to win
i duno how to describe it, he has this 'slang' which he got after watching too many cartoons i guess. n theres this time he said ''cik ana, did u just whistle to urself?'' omg. which kid would talk in complete sentence? even i wud go '' eh u whistle ah?'' heh!

n capika was sooo _____ when she took the recorder and did sumtin
i cant put here cos ull hav the same reaction like my mom :P

k boiboi

rai~

i was so sad in the morning.

n i knew it was makeover photos in the envelope lying on top of the shoerack wen i saw AGOP!!
weeeeeee~

n 10 pm tdae, there's love actually.

boiboi

rai~

things ive done.

• csas draft
• cuci toilet
• take photo of flower. heh.

things i haven done..

• clean the periuk
• art hwk
• clean my room
• mandi! HAHAHA

ok crap haha but yes im smelling goooood noe! like maple syrup :Phahaha

n i HATE the fact that these flowers will wilt, like very soon! so sad! :( but i love them all.

boiboi

rai~

15th Dec 07.


bloggy,
last sat rite, i got to sentosa with booboo!

so yep,
it was a picnic, ironically.
i didnt have ample time to make the pizza (since i had to finish off the present which took forever. heh. nah. its like until 1 am or so..)
so none of us brought food from home or aniting..
so..
when we got to harbourfront, vivo,
our tummies were grumbling and we ate at LJS. hehe!


booboo, sorry i couldnt find any nicer pics of u, but u look jus fine :)



then okay,
we did some grocery shopping
to buy only ONE keropok. hehe! cos booboo said ''nanti tak habis kalau beli 2''.. ok fine scrooge. haha kidding :P
so we bought mineral water
and a towel which ws supposed to be the beach mat. nyahaha.:P

so then we walked on the roof of vivo to find that monorail entrance,
and i like these pics heh!



n booboo, ur eyes so small:P

so niwae
we took quite awhile to find that entrance
cos we got through this bkstore
and there was this organizer
but booboo said its 40 BUCKS.
FOUR ZEELOW.
not four-teen.! i was like :(
yea its too expensive

then i suggested tat he ought to buy the '' ___(i forgt the figure) ways to be romantic'' book and he went :(
haha! :P

we found that monorail at last, (like finally)
its costs 3 bux per ride. ok actually it costs 3 bux for alot of rides, for the whole day.

then we reached sentosa in a jiffy,
with no picturesque view from the monorail or aniting cos there was major construction to build the IR i guess.

the walk from from the 'beach station'(the station we drop off at) to pahlawan beach wasnt so bad i guess.
it was like 100m away
n booboo and me chged n got into the water right away!
haha
weeee
so long since i went swimming
i was so hesitant and felt so odd to go into the water with this guy
but it turned out so fun
haha
its just like going swimming with my bestfriends :)
except that he doesnt have long hair and a shirt. heh!

but the bad news was,
dark clouds piled up above us :(
n it started to drizzle and everyone had to come out of the water..

and it was so windy we had to share the towel as a 'selimut'

bloggy baby!

i just got back from kampong yday and now im quite free hehe!
my mom's gone to langkawi, ok well, not yet since she'll be off to langkawi with my aunts on monday, which is tomorrow. so that means my sister cookS. hehe and ill be helping.

so okae, kampong was like what ive imagined
sitting around the house,
sweeping it (after being asked to.nyahaha). but nola 2nd day, nvr ask hehe!
going to cousin house...
meeting cousin..
sleeping with my girl cousin at 2 am or so bcus she was so noisy hahhaha nola she was really funny. make me laugh till 2am..
eating rambutans..
finding a __________ in te periuk nasi which made my aunt go '' kenape anak dare?"

hehe
so yup.. nth much. boiboi!

i dunwan ur 'i love u's

bye

bloggy, u noe, yday i rushed my projects so tat im free tdae.
cos tdae i go balik kmpng!

im not really excited
but its way better than sitting at home.

im dressed n everything and i walked out of my rm to see my dad in his kain pelikat. -.-
kate lepas zohor..
so yep their bags oso not ready yet and im so bored, n pening abit too.i MuST bring ipod charger wen at kmpong.

boiboi

rai~

i dun feel like updating my blog. but saturday was realli great. tahnkiew booboo! :)

why do we have these uncertainties.:(

elo bloggy :)
tdae.... is mbio paper.... yday night i write n write back the notes so i tink its in my head right now. shud be? heh

boiboi

rai~

quite amazingly i have successfully refrained myself from using the computer too much (as if i hav a choice heh!) term tests are ok so far.
the worst has yet to come
mbio is tmr n mct is on friday!

niwae, rabiah, tink i duno isit u talk about hu in ur blog.... hahaha ive been through the exact same thing but let me jus giv u some tips.. hmm.. pekakkan telinga hor! sometimes i wonder how some other people whom i know face it. huahua.....

boiboi

rai~

It's not enough to take the one you love for granted...

hellllo :)

yday my family sort of 'force' me (haha) to expo for jl's sale.
only 2days more honey or isit one?
go there if u wan cheap bedsheets or affordable handbags..
or if u wan esprit shirts too. haha
i didnt buymuch.. my mom just bought for me a selimut (heh!) and 3 underwears. haha its ok to write this down isnt it? niwae i love them, they're so pretty.2 blue and one red :)

so also we bought dad's bdae gifts which were shirts n socks etc...

n yah, my sis gave me a wallet as my bdae gift ydae, its lovely. too lovely to be worn. haha i tinkn ill tink twice before using it. or maybe 3 times? or 4. heh
oklah, i MUST finish DDCT notes by tdae and read up bparhm!!!!!!!!!

wish me luck for tmr's csas paper.

boiboi

rai~

last night i dreamt tat i was pregnant and was preparing myself with herbs n stuff as the 'day' got nearer and i also told booboo i was scared.

-.-
wadaheck?
haha but i was little panicky wen i woke up, come to tink of it, its really scary. :S


boiboi

rai~

haha this is the look u get when u take a pic of me wihout any make up on. my sis came in with the cake half an hour AFTER i removed my make up. hahaha

but hu cares :P

boiboi

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 6:56 PM

5 december 2007
the day i turn 18.

God knows wads going through my mind wen i got out of the train at Bugis.
my heart was pounding.
i was going to meet him.
and it felt like its the first time im going on a date. haha :D

so.. i walked to the stairs where he said he's be sitting down at...
and then i saw him.
awwwww he looked great :)
so nice of him to dress up specially for the dae...
the long sleeve, the shoes... haha so cute.

so..
booboo was so sad it rained
and then he explained to me why
it was a little saddening cos the rain made us cancel an event
but its okay,
i was so happy already when he said he would bring me to that ''activity''
so its okae wen its cancelled.

then i was really starving.. but i didnt want to eat first
so booboo had his FREE eclair puff (see.. i stil pay on my bdae! hahaha nolah, i owe him from last time) then i had my crab puff from POLAR
and actually we were walking to find a place to sit to eat
but its like for me, its normal to munch while walking wad
so wen booboo was talking then he turn ard to see me munch my puff, he laughed n laughed!
haha i dun geddit
did i look hungry?
haha but i was hungry la no doubt :P

so...
later at like 6 plus
yeah
booboo actually brought me to Seoul Garden and we had the seat by the window.
awwww... i love seats by the window u noe
we ate the usual thingy
the mee..his green mee.. my bee hoon..
lots of meat..
a couple of prawns(which booboo duno how to cook!!!! he ask me to peel half cooked prawn!)
hahahaha booboo realli ah, iron chef konon! bole blah. haha :P
sze chuan chicken was nice hehe!
cockles which was taken away in the end cos we forgot there's cockles in the ''boiling bowl''



























o ya.. there were a couple of events..
1. the recalling of ''da kopek udang? BLUM !'' hehe
2. wen booboo came with the drumsticks and i went ''EH AYAMMM :D''
3. then the kopek the udang to showoff to booboo but it was incomplete and i had to do it again then showoff again. haha

hahaha
maybe only booboo would understand why these events are funny
they are so silly :P













so yea....
then we got to marina
cos i wanted to buy this puma shirt sponsored by my mum heh..
please, i wont reveal to u the price... heh :D

then..we jalan jalan at esplanade so tat booboo can wish me happy birthday! hehe
so sweet of booboo :)

ouh ya... i was materialistic at esplanade... see below.. heh!













then...
booboo send me home at got home late...
and when he was otw home, THEN he told me he got a project to complete
i was like -.-"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i felt so guilty.
i know lah u would like still send me home even when u hav projet.. but he got home at 12.30am like tat?
sure he got eyebags today, so sorry for you..

so tat was the end of yesterday.


to booboo:
thankiew for everything booboo
i really really duno how to thank you
it was such a lovely day...
plus all the meaningful things u say...

i like it when you do silly things
all the laughter and joy that u bring..
and all the sweet and cute little things u do..
its all worth it to spend my special day with u...


boiboi

rai~

im done with mbio pro... weeee~

booboo, wen u online, call me up.

boiboi

rai~

mas n itik make mefeel very sad now, really :(
i opened the mail where they wished me happy bdae n i was so touched.
i haven seen them for a along time n now i realised how much i miss them
they are the ones who make me laugh everyday in secondary school
n i will never hav to worry about so many things cos they'll always support me (steph too)

i miss u guys. please meet me soon? :(

boiboi

rai~

even when im in the toilet, i thought about yesterday.haha :P

booboo, yesterday was lovely, i cant thank you enough *huggg*

boiboi

rai~

now tat im 18, its nice to know tat...

• my bf takes the trouble to make the day nice for me
• most of my friends remembered my birthday
• alot of my classmates wished me
• my friendship with y bestfriend and my close friends are still intact
• nasiyah wrote a very sweet meaningful card
• jin jin called at 12.05am to wish me
• alot of people hugged m wen wishing happy bdae (awwwwww...)
• my bf could still go home late just to celebrate the day although he has a project!!!! (i swear i didnt know!)
• last but not least, my mum thinks i am very boros!!! wadaheck? i am reali not. if i am, the pocket money she givs, i would spend in two days -.-". i am raelly not spendrift! maybe its bcus she sees me wearing teh ''skirt'' just now.. which i jus said i used raya money to buy... wen actually i bought tat last yr before i got to bangkok. i am really not spendrift. booboo knows. :( i can say i like a thousand things and i wont buy them cos i'd rather buy something i need.

17 was quite nice though...

thats wen i got to escape them park with mas n itik n the guys... got to the zoo with booboo... got to make friends with rabiah! hehe

yep ill miss being 17. ewah! hehe

boiboi

rai~

i cant bliv im 18, but thankyou God:)

18 is such a common age where people stumble.. i hope i dun :(

rabiah, lets go clubbing :P hahahahahahah! kidding ah, id rather go sumwhere i could spend time more meaningfully, like going out with booboo :)

niwae, my mom da kasi bdae money! yeah :D


boiboi!

bloggggy baby :)

hehe
guess whose bdae is coming?:P
mine ah! haha

but u noe bloggy, i not so excited or what ah
cos its like its in the middle of a school week
and on a wednesday

but its ok
i cant wait to meet booboo on tat day. weeeeeeeeeeee!

rai~

i read rabiah's post and i guess relationships arent flawless. its as if they're meant to be rocky. like wad she said, u wana get into it so much and when u do, its a different story altogether. but for me, rocky means not to the extent where one cheats on the other person but theres bound to be alot of questionings and misunderstandings and squabblings.

sometimes i tink im too young to accept the fact that relationships (especially with someone u like so much) arent always rainbows and butterflies.theres a difference between being with sumone who likes u and being with someone who u like. being with someone who u like would mean that there's a certain expectation, and when these expectations are not met, u'll face disappoinment. and it's so inevitable.


rai~

lets waste time
1.booboo
2.khadijah
3.mas
4.ayie
5.nasiyah

How did you meet number 4?-
haha he is sarah's cousin who i remember, forever wants to blanja us the air. haha

What would u do if 1 and 2 weregoing out?
hmmmm.. :P

Where did you meet 3?
my secondary sch buddy!!!! who is forever talking about her niece haha

What do you think of number 5?
nasiyah is a pleasant girl:)

Who's 3's best friend?
yohanis? haa i tink so. shud be? but u like to go out with me rite mas! haha

Do you miss number 5?
sort of? da lamer tak jumpe

What do u think of no 2?
the best listener i can ever ask for :)

Who does number 1 look like?
nah. no celebrity lookalike. hahahaha. kidding la. he look like junior in sec school but i duno teh name

Do you have anything special withnumber 5?
jeng3 kite always share same hotel rm mase holidae ;) haha

What would you do if no. 1 confessedthat he/she loves you?-
say i love u too :)

Have you ever been inside 2's house?
a dozen times?

Have you ever kissed number 3?
i tink so? HAHAHA i noe i kiss itik wen Olevel. i cant remember about mas.

Have you ever liked any of them as more than a friend?
duh. haha


rai~

bloggy!

mr boyfriend now is at pulau ubin having a fun time cycling. i hope u dun fall down or anything honey, take care :)

n i just got back from a trip to orchard a few minutes ago.
so rabiah finally got nazmi's present which is sumting from esprit! haha its nice, really, better than the black version, n better than the springfield one.
jus now was the first time rabiah tried char kuay and wanton mee!
haha but i tink jus now's wanton is ok-ok, ive ever tried nicer one at the next kedai.
niwae,
there were two events tat made us laff tdae:P
first was he traffic light incident.. where rabiah doesnt know wad green man simple means!! :P
and second was my head turning
i duno! i duno wads so funny about that one haha but rabiah laffed at me for a like one whole minute. tak pnat eh beb? haha
then
ouh!
we bought this red milk tea
i duno wad flavour is tat since rabiah yg choose
then rabiah blived for awhile tat i was scolding her cos i dun find the flavour nice
hahahahaha! her face so serious hahahha

wad a funny day!
and ouh! thx beb teman me buy my ______! yay
at last!
thx for da advice too
cos i tink so too its quite worth it :) heh

boiboi

rai~