the moment i fell down the stairs, i guess my "very loud"(he said) screams made him panick. seriously, it was that excruciating. he wanted to call that doctor cos i guess he was so panicky and didnt know wad he's tinking and end up saying 'i wana call doctor but i duno the number. u noe?' can u imagine? im the victim here and i came up with the most logical solution and suggested we take cab to a clinic. haha he so funny la wen he's panicky. booboo, u think i mane nye anak datok got family doctor? hahaha

in the cab, he applied the ice pack for me (he got them from a drink kiosk) and while doing that, he fell asleep. so ksian he so tired.

then we got to the clinic where the doc said he cant diagnose yet wether its serious or not, and thats why ill have to return there again today.

in the bus otw home, i was hungry oredi. and then after sending me halfway up the bridge afterwhich i manage to slowly limp to my block, he rushed to loyang point and brought me back macdonalds.

haiz. i was so mean to him in the cab and all, complaining and scolding him but he's jus so patient with me that at the end of the day i said ''ure just so sweet. can i just marry u? :)''

thank you for everything sayang.

rai~

what happened this morning was such a coincidence.

i was happily walking from the 21 bus stop to the 168 bus stop when i remembered him calling me the morning before and then i randomly searched for my phone in my bag and once i got hold of it, the screen was blinking with 'kobis' name appearing and disappearing. like okae? i was jus tinking of him and there he is replying to my thoughts. i wonder if our sub-concious thoughts are related cos the timing is just nice.

i cant wait to see him on saturday.

rai~

next i gotta do copper tooling for Y.O.G. as well, which wen the HOD asked hw it will go, i went 'its gona be 10bucks/hr'. hehehe!

niwae

booboo called me in the morning just as i was about to leave home, about 6.30 plus

him: eloooo

me: hi!(so damn delighted) why are u calling me so early in the morning? (still beaming)

him: haha i woke up, and i cudnt sleep back

me: ouh la so u called me cos u cant slp back? nt cos u wake up to call me?

him: ah ya haha

me: SO NOT romantic!!!!

hahaha then of cos we continued to tok bout other things such as where he's going for sightseeing tmr. like floating market and some farm etc and that his flight is already chged to an earlier and that he seriously doesnt wan me to fetch him, he says he's jus meet me in the day. but isnt it so sweet if i do fetch:) yep so thats about it.

i cant bliv it oso la that its already coming to an end. i actually survived it, well, going to aniway and i jus wish him a safe flight and see u soon booboo. muah!

rai~

i really miss him bloggy. if i tink of him and our outings and all, my eyes will soon well up. so the best way is to not think of him but i feel bad sometimes cos i am suppose to miss him but im too sensitive.

jus now he hinted that he wanted me to fetch him then say 'takderla takderla' then i said that if i realy were to fetch sure he happy which was instantly greeted with 'SAPE TAK!!' and i can imagine him beaming over at thailand. i dont mind fetching but the excuse to give to my mom ape? its quite difficult.

and ydae night, i had such a bad nausea that i didnt slp until like 11 plus after i put some balm onto my tummy then it was better. to make sure im as near as possible to the toilet, i ended up sleeping in between my parents. it was squeezy but comfy :)

now im very tired. byebye

rai~

see how much i set aside for booboo's souvenir. hehe!

and before u noe know, its day 10 of kobis absence! i am really amazed with myself, really.

but its really my friends who are im very thankful to. like wana, mas, wario... they always reply me when i sms them, i think they know i have trouble coping with this totally bizarre experience. and they always make me laugh from their witty and funny smses and conversations on msn. and when its them, i realli can take my mind off things for awhile, stress hormones gng down. hehe.

i am really thankful to have friends such as them :) love you all. :)

rai~

its wana kopit and me n maybe asmara n mas whose gng genting in mid june. weeeeeeeeeeee~

i cant bliv taufiq agreed when i explain long2 that there might onli be me and zawana.

haha but good la the bodyguard will only have 2 girls to look after hehe

its 4 days from now. the u noe wad. :) but interestingly, im not that excited anymore. its like the rush has fully been excreted out from me or something. i cant explain it. perhaps the home alone thing for 2 days has made me so melancholy like ebenezer scrooge :P. and im not done lipating alll the kain. thr is stil a miscellaneous pile (its the undergarments pile) that i havent touched yet and im so lazy/lethargic (the latter is more accurate) to do it.

and on top of that, there's stil a sci wksht not yet marked, and better yet, no answer key. i forgot to collect it from the classroom cos i was too busy being frustrated on that friday, wen i knew i will be left behind in sg while the whole lot of my family is leaving for another country. and to survive 2 days without family and boyfriend is quite an accomplishment. but i miss them both.

called my mom earlier to ask if shed be bringing home dinner for me and i said i was sick of the curry in the fridge (thats my breakfast/lunch for 1 and half days) and i got nagged at hhaahha. and she said they'll come back abt 10 or 11pm. knowing them, i know its half an hr after the later timing. so its 11.30. but actually i can survive without dinner like yesterday hehe but at 10.30, my tummy maake noise and i scared myself cos i tot 'WAD SOUND IS THAT' cos i was oredi getting to slp (and im ALL alone,mind u) and then i realised its only my tummy. so silly. my bf would have laughed. haiz i miss him.

and jus now, while throwing the rubbish into rubbish chute, something terribly embarrassing happened. it ends with me with a red butt. guess u can tell wad happened. haha. kla bye!

rai~

i realli dont understand my body

as in the lethargic pattern

sometimes i jus wana chill n watch tv bt wen its too long, ill feel light headed once i get up and all

so its better if i jus do some housework, perspire a little and then id feel better bt after awhile the lethargy hits again. its like id nvr feel fresh. but its actually one of the symptom of being a person with low blood pressure. haiz.

niwae, i changed my bedsheet to my pink flowery one. its so pretty noe. its got red and black flowers with purple stripes. :)

i really miss my booobooo. he will call on mondae or tmr night.. either way, ill wait :)

oklah bubye

1. take out bedsheet

2. wash new bedsheet

3. lipat kain while watching princess diaries

4. science wksht marking

5. sweep house abit if i feel like it. ahhahaha

no that much wen u list it down.

ouh btw, booboo called me unexpectedly ydae. which is kind of exciting and very sweet. but he called me wen i was talking to zawana, so it was rude of me to hang up on wana. but on the other hand, its like he calls once in a few days, so luckily zawana is ok about it, im sooo sorry zawana. on any other day if he was in sg n he called me, i wont put down the phone like tat. :(

n this time round, i asked him how he was! hehe i remembered. cos zawana ask me tat time 'how is he?' and i realised i didnt ask. wad a girlfren rite.

and its gona be either tioman/sibu/genting. i forgot why genting is not such a preferred option.

and actually quite expensive i realise, the packages that i picked up from the travel agency at lavender ydae.

one night in kl-148, one night in genting -168 = 316 for hotel and transport.

so yea i guess its gona be expensive

now i remember

its so that we dun waste time travelling. tats why sibu/tioman is more preferred.

so its gona be like a relaxed kind of outing, on the beach, snorkel..(again) haha cant wait!

okok

ive written abt all the things im excited about

buhbye

rai~

im allllll ALONe at home you noe. so ive got everything to myself. tv, toilet, phone. and all

wana noe wad happened?

my parents are supposed to pick me up yesterday from sch at 3

then my dad called me up at 2 saying that my passport expires in 4 mths

God

means canot lepas la if the custom ppl are strict

but not gng to kampong is stil ok

but not gng on my vacation nxt week, that makes me wana cry

so i rushed to ica, and did some things and went home. i cant elaborate more la hehe

okla bubye