♥ more fats so that id look abit normal
♥ develop intrapersonal/linguistic intelligence
♥ refrain from being a shopaholic
♥ make people happy
♥ pimple free face, tho it isnt realistic hah
♥ maybe one more levis. hehe i love levis
♥ perhaps a really stunning watch wen i get some bonus (wait long long)
♥ have a meaningful and everlasting relationship with the guy i truly love
before i start with cchem notes, let me write about yday!
let me tell u wad i had to do yesterday during lab session every group had to appoint someone to have their urine sample collected n guess who in my group ahd to do it? yours truly-.-" basket rusy!!! ahahaha she ah she said she wanted to look at red blood cells under microscope (because im menstruating and blood cells will be rpesent in the urine) so i was like F. hahaha sofie was not in the list cos she had done it for us before and rusy was totally backing out u chicken u!! =P so yala me n some ppl from the grpmembers were at the toilet pee-ing and talking to each other while at cubicle saying ''eh funny sia wan to collect'' hahaha but seriously la disgusting my turn is over thank God but u noe wad i rather have my finger pricked and my blood collected rather than peeing into a tupperware and let my grpmembers hav a look at my urine sample to non-biomedical students reading this, sorry if too much info but this is wad we do in the lab =)
so yep we had our urine sample centrifuged and the supernatant was thrown away then the pellet left in the tube was mixed and a drop from that sample was placed on the glass side and viewed under hte microscope, 40 x magnification
so yeah i could see my red Blood cells! i guess im not anaemic anymore hehe cos my blood cells looked normal i was anaemic wen i was younger and yea my sample was stylo because it was the only one with red blood cells other ppl's one had those u noe boring dots and some squamous epithelial cells that shed off from ur tract haha so yep tats for lab
ill update the rest later k. buhbye.
ms Flower ended @ 11:06 AM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
sometimes when i look at your pictures, i dun realise im smiling.
ms Flower ended @ 9:11 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
so finally, by attending Gentarasa, i know how Esplanade theatre looks like now.
heh sorry for the low quality pictures.
so we were sitting at the2nd highest level where the view was ok-ok.
so here are the jakuns. first time katekan!
tats me heh.
thats my hunnybunny
so after that we gt scolded cos actually no phototaking allowed HEHE
paiseh beb ...
so at the end of the performance, both of us were like ''okae... i dun understand wads (the performance was) about''
hey booboo, lucky we're paying half price haha!
haha but i loike the dance dance!!
so yep after that nth much jus walk around...
haha
ok
sry the pictures are so mundane bt i love the evening cos it was so lovely, booboo know why.
buhbye!
ms Flower ended @ 10:25 PM
i wish i could see u eat donuts until comot again.
ms Flower ended @ 7:36 PM
bloggy, tdae i made someone upset. im sorry. talk to me when u're okae.
n i hav a ton of things to do.
haiz.
ms Flower ended @ 3:56 PM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
look at wad rusy n sofie did to my face today.
haha
kla boboi.
ms Flower ended @ 4:58 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008
lets see how ''CARING'' mr booboo can get
him: *starting to cuit chicken and eat* me: *gets a papercut* eh i gt papercut! him: ouh? awak dpt papercut? kite takle buat pape. kite ngah makan ni jangan kacau.
'lucky' am i? heh
ms Flower ended @ 6:33 PM
bloggy, my weekend evenings were great cos i went to gentarasa and met itik for awhile on sat and had an unexpected picnic yday. pictures later okae. n booboo will sure look great tdae cos he's having a formal presentation. nak tgk awak heh.
buhbye.
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 7:47 AM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Sometimes do you feel that uve drained all of ur patience? Countless times ,never got used to it, neither would it happen.
Sometimes u realize u aren’t as tough as u thought u would be. U never had that strength that u thought u would have as an audience. There’s nothing like being the very person, in the position.
And sometimes they unwind like little plays in ur mind, and never by your will. Then agony fills.
Never giving you the chance to forget. But never in ur heart, u regret. Just disappointment ruling u, like a grasp by a hand. Something u cant stand and even u dun noe what the price for ur heart to amend.
Something inside, not letting u feel the way u did before. and u still stay put. Wad if there’s more?
ms Flower ended @ 10:03 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
bloggy
i just came home and find myself alone at home cos my family went to arab street without me.. but actually nvm, i dun really like gng to arab st heh cos it will a veyr draggy outing from one shop to another... confirm my mom pegi beli lagi kain, to make some baju kurung pahang. i aways say to her for wad but she'll say she dun care,she wans it so yea me n rusy did bbank pro tdae i mean our part and sry rusy i asik pinjam ur phn hhehe thanks ah. and ya so...3 more days to gentarasa! woohoo... i cant wait baybeh!
booboo, i miss u calling me doraemon. bubbye.
ms Flower ended @ 7:01 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
elo bloggy im sad n ive gt no one to tell. bubbye bloggy.
ms Flower ended @ 9:03 PM
bloggy i got back from kampong yday at around 4 plus and booboo rightaway asked me out i tired la then u noe wad he said ''awak, kite da siap dah!'' !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha oi! u understanding or wad! haha but niwae ''ayat ayat cinta'' was awesome really gorgeous women, ok only 2, the others look the same.. like booboo said ''sue muker samer! '' plus one not so handsome guy hahaha ok-okla the guy the character yg gd
okla im off to school bubbye.
ms Flower ended @ 7:49 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
tis song's reali nice. to me ah.
ms Flower ended @ 9:16 AM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
after all this project, now i wana write a proper entry.
this entry is dedicated to two of my best buddies, mas n wana both of them jus turned 19 this month! mas ont he 11th and wana today.
so okae, happy birthday guys =) hehe sorry im too busy to meet u people bt im sure we can find time during the holidaes.
ok so that is mas in the middle of me and affiq i miss her loads! i can always share lame jokes withher even after we havent met each other for a long time heh cos i tink its bcus we're both lame asses haha niwae, mas as been my sec sch buddy since sec 3when i chged class im so glad i have a friend like her cos she cheers me up literally everyday in school and her family and siblings all are really nice people i reallly love being frens with her cos she can take jokes and i will nver feel offended even wen she calls me babi or say ''f U rai'' haha and i will always rmb how she hates me mimicking a man voice all and that day where we had this make up talk and i had make up on and she cud layan me go take neoprint bt the neoprint didnt show my makeup hahahaha =D silly girls! and on every racial harmony day, we'll hav a ritual of taking a photo together against the blackboard haha and theres times when at 8pm already ill ask her if she wans to go cwp to hav ice cream and she'll spontaneously say yes ahh those were the days i really miss wearing those kotak kotak green skirts and carring backpacks and eating sushi with her n sarah.
ok so next. ok so that's zawana! i remember always n always quarelling and not befriending her in sec 1 and 2 haha dunolah why. kids ah. tak mature. niwae, wana is a really nice jolly happy person she's full of ways to express herself that i told her if she has a bf, he bf wont get bored of her haha i dun go out with her frequently unless its class outing like beach outing or sumting those were really fun haha i really enjoyed the recent outings though, the chalet and the swimming ehhehe and whenever ure with her, she'll have some stories to share which makes the time spent with her seem to fly so fast and now that i rarely get to meet her, ill be so sad wen i say byebye to her at the end of the day in fact, tat always happens wen i wana go home after i meet my bestfrens.
k so yep, the both of u, alhamdulillah ure oredi 19 =) im really lucky to have u both as my frens and i hope u guys will always rmb me too hehe stay bubbly. cute. pretty. n pls dun chg =( hehe buhbye
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 11:22 PM
bloggggy u noe i loveeee the thingy that i bought todae its really nice ah. i was stuck btwn brown n blue but i tink brown isnt the best option right then the ''brown one'' made me look old haha so blue it is man i love it it doesnt feel like a loss to buy it even though the price is like as if im buying sumting over the top if i bought the brown one, then yah it wud be cos ill look like im going to some serious function so yep i cant wait.
buhbye!
ms Flower ended @ 7:15 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
look at this. the big brother is sooo sooo good boy!
ms Flower ended @ 7:45 PM
blogggy im gona balik kampong tmr's tmr. ahh damn mcm not time to study for next wk's test.
ms Flower ended @ 7:16 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
haha i loike this picture.
now i hav cchem to study
boiboi
ms Flower ended @ 7:50 PM
mcm nk cubit!!! =D
ms Flower ended @ 6:27 PM
bloggy. im tired from school.
ms Flower ended @ 6:23 PM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
bloggy. my tummy got air. so hard to sleep =(
ms Flower ended @ 11:00 PM
cute.
ms Flower ended @ 8:56 PM
he really cheers me up. have a look.
ms Flower ended @ 6:10 PM
too many tests and too much falling asleep. just great.
ms Flower ended @ 5:13 PM
i dun wan aniting gotta do with u anymore.
ms Flower ended @ 10:48 AM
Friday, May 09, 2008
helo bloggy. this is the first time that im in this situation i duno how to react, seriously to say sorry, it wudnt change aniting, and to keep quiet, it seems like i dun care wad that guy is gng thru but honestly, im never at peace whenever i think about it i feel really scared and guilty tau bloggy. like someone is paying the price of my actions
perhaps this is how the guy feels wen the girlfren is pregnant. ouh crap.
niwae todae we submit the SIP form.. where i chose haem, cchem and htech. aniting i get oso can ah and im damn tired my grpmates and i had a grp meeting in the ab instead of carrying on with the experiment haha and tdae, we hid amir's IC cos he jus placed it and forgotten it on the table so we ''kept it safely'' for him then the revealing part was really funny hahaha he was punk'd one more time by the angels. amir, 2-0. and where's out BnJ's boss?
so yep im nto exactly happy tdae with things at the back of my head i hope ure alright booboo.
buhbye
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 7:22 PM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
i really really dun understand why the need to be mad at me. its not like i asked sumting to show that ure bad or aniting. it was just a ' wad do u tink wil happen in teh future' kind of qn. i have no bad thoughts about u wadsoever.
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 5:38 PM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
im a horrible girlfren. =(
ms Flower ended @ 7:56 PM
i feel sick. =(
ms Flower ended @ 7:19 PM
i went to anugerah band yday and had the chance to see my sis's bf perform live even tho their band didnt make it, i tink they were great. i tink the other band made it cos their singer could ding that old rock song. yeah... so.. but i stil wish my sister's bf's band gt thru. bt its ok, at least they got to perform live on tv =)
niwae the stage was realy small and the host, suzhaire and nurul were most of the time standing at the corner of the stage and presenting the show. all this while i tot they'd be hosting the show in the middle of the stage or sumting but no the stage was small n squeezy and it was jus nice to fit 5 teams at once
but wadever it is, i enjoyed it
and on top of that after the whole thing ended, me n my sis sat at the porch we were waiting for my sis's bf to pick us up then i saw this familiar woman walk towards the palce i was sitting then she sat right bside me and guess who it was? it was erra farida! haha cik sal bole tu i wanted to take a pic with her but she was on the phone the whole time and then she got into a taxi o man wasted.
bt nvm i was really jakun wen she sat bside me haha
so yep tats all
buhbye.
ms Flower ended @ 11:20 AM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
u dun love me. bye.
ms Flower ended @ 10:54 PM
Monday, May 05, 2008
i have a test tmr n i have not studied
ms Flower ended @ 10:06 PM
i duno why must this happen everything was perfect or maybe it was too perfect something bad had to happen? who knows. i really couldnt stand to see ur face wen u thot i was kidding and it was in my bag. i rmb it till now. i wish i was lying u noe. i really wish i was. bt it has all happened and ill help u orite sayang. =)
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 4:17 PM
i dun feel like going to school...
ms Flower ended @ 7:43 AM
Sunday, May 04, 2008
blogggy heh im up okla i was up from 7 plus cos i wana study this morning cos ill go out with booboo tdae its a special outing so i didnt wana postpone it even wen i hav a test tmr c boboo, i sacrifice my beauty sleep for u
i got half a topic left.. hehe boiboi!
ms Flower ended @ 8:57 AM
Saturday, May 03, 2008
tdae was tiring but really fun we (me rusy amir) were supposed to meet up for project at 2.30 and mr demon came at ard 4.40? haha gun. i could hav watched my booboo played soccer during that time hehehe so yep wen he came, we failed to get the internet connection so. till 7 plus, we were talking2 non stop while amir was the only one summarising his part also, wen he went to to buy a dirnk, we hid his cap and his ring i was rolling rolling the ring on the table and he never noticed haha so yep our tummies then grumbled and we walked all the way to the middle of the big bridge to find out that the gate was closed so we walked down the other way and got up on 69
and had dinner at kfc hehe where amir told a ghost story which i didnt want to hear the ending and i went to sit 2 3 tables away then suddenly rusy screamed!!! turn out it was just a prank lucky i sat far away haha
so yep i had fun tdae and i nid to study by tonite. haiz. boiboi!
ms Flower ended @ 9:17 PM
yesterday was really funny. well, for me la heh it was horrifying for booboo.
i met him at cwp to hav tom yam at banquet with him. and wen i finished my meal, i walked to the other side of banquet to wash my handsand guess who i saw?!! a familiar woman, wearing tudung, having a meal with her husband. it was my first sister! haha i was like damn! but she saw me and i said hi n she automatically hitmy butt and asked ''eh mane matair kau'' haha man, telephatic powers? so then my abg ipar said to bring booboo over to them to introduce him i was like WAD. no way man but i had to oblige cos i had no choice so wen i got back to booboo we sort of prepared ourselves for the interview session hehe
so yep they met him and he sounded really young cos he didnt kno wad to say and he was like giggling giggling n my sister smiled all the way and i duno wad that means i mean is that cos she tink he's ok or she tinks otherwise?
oh well it wasnt the ''abg abg'' first impression of booboo he didnt even sound 19 i cant bliv he said some things haha i mean in front of my sis n her husband but nvm at least they'd think he's a nice guy with a bubbly and giggly personality
so this morning news spread like wildfire turns out my mom and second sis also know about the 'meeting' and my mom nvr mention aniting about booboo she jus said i ''asik mrayap hujung ke tanjung'' and said i was mentel wad. bt i said lah wads so mental about wanting to eat tom yam? haha then she said la sure i menyesal pindah pasir ris and both her n my sis were teasing me ha-ha very funny.