Wednesday, January 27, 2010
haha tats not a really nice shot of me but ouhwells. i like how his hair looks now :) and he isnt so dark like when ho got into bmt that time. i almost didnt wana go out with him. hahahaha macam betul aje. niwaes, a few updates:
bryan is so cute. ive got 3 bryan stories to tell him this weekend which are
1. big bk of knowledge story
2.yawn story
3. kampong story
ok i tink im writing about bryan more than im writing about my own bf hahaha. niwae, i wana showoff something! hehe. he bought me a rockstar checkered shirt and its lovely. not exactly the kind of image i portray but no harm dressing up is there:). n its quite costly, for a translucent top but he insisted that i have it right after i put it on. i didnt know if i felt more guilty or pleased when he punched his pin code at the cash register. on one hand, the top was irresistable and on the other hand, its his hard earned money u noe. and everybody knows army guys gets jus hundreds of dollars and weekend aje, he spends it on me. it's so sweet of him. thanks sayang. ill wear it nicely okay.:) its one of my favs btw hehe
and tdae, he's gng to fieldcamp (u cant bring phns to fieldcamp but niwae his prepaid is 0.) and i tot he wudnt have time to col me at 7 in the morning using his fren phone cos it wud be too much of a fuss. imagine people already packed and getting ready for a trip and there u are pathetically wanting to borrow a phone to phone ur precious gf (hahaha!). so i just gave him an sms near 7 saying take care and bye and all and i put my phone in my pocket, feeling a little empty cos if he had his prepaid surely he'd call. :(
then, at random, i pull out my phone and to my delight, my phn was blinking with some unknown number calling. its actually him. awwwwwwwwwww.
oklah im off to do my powerpoint slide.
byebye.
ms Flower ended @ 5:54 PM
Thursday, January 21, 2010
God. i am so bloody stupid. tsk. supposed to make a ppt slide for tmr but didnt bring textbook home. -.-
ms Flower ended @ 9:17 PM
bryan is so cute. :). dun worry sayang. bryan is just 8 years old. heh
ms Flower ended @ 8:05 PM
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
bloggy im so damn worn out from the hectic day of having to paint banner till 4 plus haha but tat one i myself wana help la cos i wana see the end product of drawing and staying back to prepare teaching resources n end up gng off at 5 plus. i got a makeup workshop on saturdae. soooo looking forward to it! bubye!
ms Flower ended @ 7:45 PM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
its been long since ive uploaded photos. so here they are :)
saturday.
painting banners for CIP.
haha sampai my legs oso kene painted
end product of me n nina's painting.
so thats my cip hours done. :) i stole these 2 photo's from one of the tcher's fb haha.
outing with my dear.
im checking if he cud smile with teeth
huge eyebacks
=)
haha i duno why i like this pic of the bangles. kene dgn wall agaknye.
there are a few others that i wana upload up i duno why they take forever to be uploaded.
niwae, im off to finish up my 4m x 1.5m banner. yes i noe its even bigger than ur single bed. seriously i need to sleep but its due tmr for the kids to paint. wish me luck in waking up tmr ok.
tata
ms Flower ended @ 4:01 PM
Monday, January 18, 2010
i miss sayang.
again i met him 2 days in a row over the weekend and i wore my new black dress on saturday :D
saturday was like a rewind of the previous week cos once more, my expertise was needed in school. NYAHAHAHAHAHA. mcm paham. again i see the familiar faces grace nina etc etc, in school once more, each of us lazily and sleepily painted and at the end of the day, were rewarded with nasi ayam penyek! hahaha which was delicious but too bad i cudnt finish it cos cos cos he was oredy waiting outside the block of my school haha
he was sitting at the pondok near a playground there n i didnt really see him.. so he walked out of the pondok and approached me and awwwwww.... as he got nearer, i see that he looks so cute and handsome. he's wearing this black long sleeve (which i tink is getting smaller as he's getting fatter. (i dunwana say buffed. boost his ego hahaha)) but he looks nice:), i like. n to think of it, i duno if i like him or the shirt actually haha
so yeah we watched 'invictus' cos i decided to watch it instead of that kiddish jackie chan spy movie, cos why? cos ade matt damon hahaha. cos he's so cool in bourne ultimatum (first action movie that i like), so i didnt mind watching a movie with him inside, cos i tot he's gona fight again but no:( no fights. but the movie was not a letdown at all! i'd give it a 7.5.. or maybe 7.8. it has got all this political issues between 2 parties in south africa and it shows how everyting come together when everything revolves around football. style ah. i dun mind watching it again:), jus like avatar ahhaha.
niwae, dear, thankyou for the cheeseburger dinner. ahaha. i duno wads wrong with him these days. he just wouldnt let me pay. ego? haha
ouh. we camwhore while waiting for the movie haha.but damns, blogger takes forever to upload them-.-".
niwae i miss the part when he suddenly carried me outside marina square. not the piggyback one but the front type of dokong. haha it was so sweet lah. but of cos i scream and he had to put me down straightaway. :) how i wish you are beside me right now.
buhbye
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 9:34 PM
i did this just now. weeeeeee~
so u can see that mondays and tuesdays are more busy than others. (but u can never tell)
ms Flower ended @ 6:08 PM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
bloggy hell
to be perfectly honest, i wana go home and sleep. its about 1.30pm now, would have to attend meeting at 2 and ANOTHER one after that. i wouldnt really mind this if i was in my normal physical state..
but today, i ate the drugs for my nose after breakfast and its side effects are starting to take a toll. boy am i sleepy. or is this more like drowsy. but i suppose you know what i mean. i can stare at an empty space for less than a minute and my eyelids will start to be together. haha sounds like a relationship. :P
i really wana go home.
buhbye
ms Flower ended @ 1:33 PM
Monday, January 11, 2010
my weekend had certainly been a great two days.
now, seeing him is like sweet pleasure (for this ns period i mean), and having that for two days is well, a bonus.
its a pity i dint bring the camera on saturday.
sat
so i did clock in 4 hrs of CIP(Community involvement pogramme) in the morning, drawing one banner after another, and rushing to the sports hall when i had to become the 'correction tape', drawing clouds or seaweed or wadeva on the painted banners to cover up mistakes, that sort of thing. so yeah.
yea it was hardwork for all of us who participated. basically, on the day itself, there are 30 plus banners to be painted and still some banners were pending. why? cos i havent drawn them haha. k its not exactly funny cos its kinda taxing. so thats why i end up drawing banners while others traced or painted them.
the moment my watch had both hands on the twelve, me, yoke san and grace hurriedly excused ourselves haha.
i was supposed to meet him at 12.30 but he got tampines at like 12.45? but tats nothing. cos apparently, i was stil in the toilet doing my make up at 1 haha and wen i met him, thinking that my eyes look nice with my new blue shimmery eyeliner, i was smacked with a ''u noe wad ur eyes look like anot? look like u dap ur face in snow then the snowflakes remain at ur eyes''
god, guys are noobs when it comes to make up. :P
being transport-less, we took train all the way to somerset and i was surprised by diana, my aed coursemate. shes's so cute la. turns out one of the aed clique having a lunchdate at billy bombers. they're so nice and richard talked to him. and wen they saw me n him, they had this 'ouh.. this bf die' kind of face. haha. and he had the tenacity (nyahahahah) to say to them that me n him are 'friends'. God, u need a slap. hhaha
so we didnt have aniting in mind to where we're heading so had a hearty meal at macdonalds haha. i say its hearty cos i had the properity burger which made me boncit thereafter. these days i get boncet easily. ouh. thanks sayang for treating me macdonalds. so sweet of you =)
then we randomly watched a dvd at cathay. n its like 24 bucks. the last time we rmb paying only 17. so wad are we paying 8 dollars for? so okla we didnt particularly enjoy the movie 'Year One' but at least i got to lie on the bean bag and rest my eyes :D
so after that we went SHOPPPING!
haha. actually its just me. :P bukan shopping suke suke la. its working clothes actually. ive been running out of clothes to wear to school. so we got to uniqlo and i grabbed a pink, brown and beige basic tee and an irresistable sleeveless turqoise(ok i noe, this one is not for school hehe).
NEXT.
walked allll the way to dhoby ghaut, plaza sing and grabbed 3 m of purple and black laces for my dresses.
NEXT.
i wanted to get ice cream at 7-11 bt he doesnt want to even tho i wanted to treat him. actually its bcus i wanted to treat him, tats why he dunwan. first time BABS club member resist food :P but since i jus got to the doctor on friday, i guess better not.
NEXT.
ouh. hehe. i got a $41.30 simple black dress from springfield. at last!!! i have a simple black dress now. i mean, all my other black dresses, 3 of them, are not the sleek simple type. ok so yeah, this one is considered my bdae present from my second sister cos she gave me money last wk for my bdae cos she hav no idea wad to buy for me.
yes i noe. its like i jus had a clothes spree. damn. but this is wad happens when everytime u go out of the fitting room with the new clothing on, your boyfriend goes ''lawa, lawa(refering to the clothing. jom beli!'' hahaha there is no ''is this a need?'' or ''do you think its worth it?'' hahaha. but i guess he's just sincere in his comments and likes to see me dressed up.
so at 8pm, i became the nice girlfriend who lets him go jam with his friends. and i followed of course haha. kaypoh eh. but its my first time bliv it or not. im just too shy i guess but i wanted to still spend time with him tho he's with his fren so yeah.
but b4 that, me n him walked along chinatown... and guess wad i bought? an uno card doraemon version. so cute i jus had to buy:D
we met kopit, ifwat, and khai (rambut merah beb!) at mac and then head to the jam studio where i spent my 2 hrs reading a book and playing scramble on his ipod touch and occasionally, i would jus stare at him. hahahhaha. so unnecessary. and when they were each plyaing on their own, booboo and i played jingle bells in the keyboard :D haha mcm thrill gitu. cos bear in mind, i am not musicallt inclined. the guys were funny lah, they each had their antics and i think by the end of the jam session, kpoit hates me for laughing at his singing cos his voice cracked when he cudnt reach the note. im so sorry kopit. lain kali tak buat lagi haha.
n these guys, god, nothing to do, play kompang song. all started with khalis la. he played the kompang tune on the drums (acutally it sounded quite nice haha!) and the guitarist and basist follow suit and it kept kopit laughing out loud non stop. really teruk nye ketawe, case mate da tak nampak, mulut je bsar. hahaha. k i tink kopit hates me more if he knows i wrote this:P
n ouh, mr boyfriend, i tink u look cute when u drum. i dun noe. i just find it cute. ok. NEXT.
he sent me all the way to tamp and we went on seperate ways.i realli enjoyed the outing.
sundae
i cant decide which day i liked more. but sundae was splendid too. and with a tinge of suspense.
so in less than 14 hrs, i get to meet him again. weekends are so precious to me now.
we met at vivo, and as usual, i was half an hr late. im sorry.im jus not gd with eyeliners :( and so being late, lunch was on me and we ate at the food republic, bought food at java kitchen, as recommended by a fren and surely enough, the food is not bad. not bad at all. the names of the dishes were funny so when i ordered, i pointed out to the menu cos i was scared that if i were to pronounce, i'd laugh and the shopkeeper would get offended :S. seriously. those who know me would noe how easily amused i am.
so during our lunch, me n him had a conversation on something , ive forgotten, and then he wanted to say 'cliche' but guess how he pronounced it? 'cli-chey'. alamak kampong nye boyfriend aku. hahahaha. im soooo gona use it against him in the future.
then something happened.
after we finished eating, we left the place and went outside to get some fresh and also sempat go toilet... then just when we were about take the escalator down to the lower floor, i realised that his hands were free and not carrying anything. and my heart stopped.
''yang, wheres my macbook?''
*he looks at me in terror*
and he ran. literally ran. and a million thanks to God cos he made a nice mat saleh couple sit at our table and they didnt touch my macbook. while booboo was in the fd republic hoping to retrieve my maccy, in my mind, all that was whirling inside was 'its ok if its lost. its expensive but i must accept it'. honestly i wanted to cry. but at the same time i was hoping ''insya'Allah its there'' and boy, was i right when i saw him holding maccy safely in his arms from afar.
i was quiet for a whole 5 mins. not because i was angry at him. it wasnt his fault. perhaps its my fault if its lost. and i couldnt help tinking what if its lost, i cudnt bear the idea. but as he said, wads important that it is safe now. :)
boy am i sleepy.
k ill round this off by saying that i really miss him now. cos tmr he's gng for field camp and for 4 days its gona be so lonely for me.:(
i really enjoyed the time we have together sayang. hope to see u soon.
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 10:51 PM
Thursday, January 07, 2010
omg. i jus deleted a yard long entry accidentally. wt..
niwae, mr botak sms me ard 7 am just now and it kept me grinning for a whole 5 minutes. so sweet cos he said he misses me. i feel that it is so nice of him to sms me whenever he have the chance to. :)
and right now im having my breakfast all alone at my table cos in 11 mins time, id have to come down and cont outlining banners. its quite taxing when you have the figures in mind. 60 banners.
nope it isnt a typo.but i guess i should contribute in areas i can.banners and drawing on silk arent exactly my forte but its quite enjoyable.
and on saturday, i think i should just come in the morning and go out in the afternoon. that way, i still get my ''tcher's CIP''. is that a boost or wad hehe.
and tdae is andika's bdae, shud sms him.
oklah tata
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 9:11 AM
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
i jus woke up from my aft nap (i cudnt help it) and dammit, im stuck in this vicious cycle
cos id take forever to sleep at night and its equally difficult to get up from bed the day after
and then in the afternoon, abt 4 or 5 it would be impossible not to fall asleep. its really unhealthy. a morning person cannot be exercising this. i wana reset my biological clock by nt slping in the afternoon, but the temptation is far difficult from not eating chocolate.
third day of school is much more interesting than the first two definitely. it was 7.30am in the morning, and i was a half-zombie watching the endless rows of children seated neatly on the parquet in the hall when the petite admin staff walked pass me to hand over my colleague a relief duty to be signed. hah!relief. i wanted to tease but this lady got my awake when,
''raihana can u sign here as well, relief for you first two periods''
what?me? now?
''orite''
i was not expecting this. i know that it is part of my job to help with relief, it is not that i minded but it was surely a smack in the face when i had to do it at 7.30 in the morning when usually i would be at the pantry, having breakfast. oh wells.
so, with nothing prepared, i got back into the staff room, grab a couple of markers and rushed back out to the hall, just in time to take the class up to their classroom.
so it was the average class, not too quiet, not too rowdy, but they were some boys who have the 'i dont give a damn' attitude. but these kids didnt need scolding. actually, they are quite nice and really kept silent when i wanted to tell them something. i didnt have to shout or aniting. i realise, tdae, the magic sentence is '' can u help me tell your friends to keep quiet?'' and they transform to little angels. but yeah, some boys, its normal, they have a speaker in their throat and i guess they cant control themselves from making funny/sometimes not funny comments. and there was one point that my voice trail off cos i couldnt talk anymore cos of my sore throat and i accidentally giggled cos i thought, i must have sounded silly and they giggled at me. such an awkward moment. yeah, overall, they're a pleasant bunch.
later in the afternoon, i helped the art club to sketch on a silky cloth. they call it banners. but i think they look too shiny to be one. they wana come up with 70. but tdae, i sketched 1, and together with some others, we've only drawn 5? haha good luck to me. they expect me to go there everyday to help for now. so no skirt for this week!
my sore throat is getting really bad so i have to go. tata
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 7:33 PM
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
its only the second day of work and im realli worn out.
cos my biological received a little shock, waking up at 5.30 instead of 12,
n my eyebags are unsurprisingly ugly and 'not pretty' as mentioned by my colleaguee. hahahaha kentot!
yela aku tak lawa la.
niwae, tmr its painting banners time. weeeeeee~
wad to wear wad to wear?
=)
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 6:13 PM
Monday, January 04, 2010
bloggggy :D
hehe. im so happy cos he sms me cos he's free. but now no, he's packing. later he'll talk again. yay!
niwae, wen i read his entry, i jus rmb-ed that i stil have my toga top in the plastic bag in my handbag haha. cos i wudnt wan my mom to tink i went shopping when it is actually a present. it's such a good deal u noe, i remembered trying it on before when it costs 83 but then i just know i cudnt afford it. so wen the price was slashed down to 30, apalagi beb. hehehe! i really like it, its creamy, with shiny vertical lines, with some sequins here and there.
and when he was paying, he was stressed whether i would really wear or not. hahahaha for me to know and for u to find out :D
first day of work:
nothing to do! seriously. cos the upper people have not yet assigned us the classes to assist.
and i was damn sleepy. so i hid at ct's cubicle and tried to fall alseep. my mind was concious though, wether anione knew i was sleeping haha.
so yeah, its gona be 7-2 everyday, my working hrs. and i did a really stupid thing tdae la!
i was going home already, walked out of the school gate, reached the bus stop and sat down. and then i reached for my hp in my pocket, but no. dun have. so i searched in my bag, rummaged through the already messy stuff, and no, no handphone. so i went back to school, walked all the way to the staff room and announced to my fren who was sitting at my table, that i had left my phone on the table. and i was smacked in th face when she looked at me puzzled as the table was empty. so we exchanged glances and i sweared(dlm hati je.haha).
it was in my PENCILCASE la bongok.
and i made the trip back to school for NOTHING. its no exercise ok cos it was raining and i was in a hurry to get home, ok get to ntuc actually. so frustrating.
so thats one more resolution taken note of : not to be forgetful and silly.
the latter is a little difficult dun u tink so. haha
okla gtg.
tata
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 8:04 PM
bloggy. i miss him alot. i cant wait to see him again bloggy.
jus his simple sms makes me jump and grin alll the way for a full 15 minutes =) i miss him ah bloggy. i wana go grocery shopping with him and buy all the things he have mengidam for hehe wen he gets back.
buhbye.
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 4:26 PM
Sunday, January 03, 2010
post by khalis! hehe:
im forced to do this. rite nw. i was smacked by her.wth. the end....... my dad is going to fetch me from cwp in about an hour. gosh.i hate doing this entry cos she just criticized me.omg! aku nyer suker ah! its my blog.oops.blog entry that is.ppl can write wateva we want wad. niwae.alalala.she has mences cramps rite nw.if only i can kiss her and make that pain go away.wudnt that be nice? I feel so damn stress.i dont want to book in mon (jamaican accent)..cos i will miss my booboo/my manja.hehe. hmmm.ytd. i bought her a toga top.which Im not that sure whether she'll waste my money this time round again.haha.
oklah.i gtg. I wish ourselves a happy new year and have a blissful relationship in the future. =)
Khalis~
ms Flower ended @ 6:49 PM
Saturday, January 02, 2010
bloggy!=)
my new year resolutions are:
in terms of myself:
- try to always be happy
- always keep my things neat
- be nice to everyone
in terms of my bad habits:
-refrain from being a shopaholic, buy only wen its worth it (i bought 2 dresses on 31st! haha 24.90 each. its such a good deal. but girls must have 100 dresses at least.)
- dun spend too much on sms
- always hang my clothes back, not dump them and have an everest at the end of the week
in terms of work:
- be fair to all my students
- be caring to my students
- scold less, understand more
- incorporate multiple intelligence as much as possible
yeah i think that's all
ms Flower ended @ 12:38 PM
Friday, January 01, 2010
bloggy,
=)
ms Flower ended @ 10:38 PM
haha tats not a really nice shot of me but ouhwells. i like how his hair looks now :) and he isnt so dark like when ho got into bmt that time. i almost didnt wana go out with him. hahahaha macam betul aje. niwaes, a few updates:
