♥ more fats so that id look abit normal
♥ develop intrapersonal/linguistic intelligence
♥ refrain from being a shopaholic
♥ make people happy
♥ pimple free face, tho it isnt realistic hah
♥ maybe one more levis. hehe i love levis
♥ perhaps a really stunning watch wen i get some bonus (wait long long)
♥ have a meaningful and everlasting relationship with the guy i truly love
bloggy! in 2 and a half hrs time, ill be relaxing in the car on a 6 hr ride otw balik kmpg. weeeeee~
wish me and my family a safe journey ok.
buhbye
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 12:22 PM
Thursday, April 29, 2010
exactly one week from now. :D
ms Flower ended @ 10:51 PM
busy busy busy!
gotta pack bag for balik kampong tmr!
ms Flower ended @ 10:09 PM
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
my favourite nemo on copper.
ms Flower ended @ 9:57 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
hehe!
ms Flower ended @ 11:41 AM
10 more days!!! yay!!!!
right now i jus wana think about my trip.... about wad to wear... about handsome tak the hotel porter..NYAHAHAHAHA.
right now im quite cheerful, i like to see my cute p3 girls asking me maths qns and see them complete their work on their own with some kickstart from me. its really a nice feeling to guide these kids who in the end learn something. but i hope they remember what to do during their exam next week cos i wont be seeing them during their paper.
today is tuesday
tomorrow CCA day where i can kaypoh go art club
thursday hmmm nothing much, ill be awaiting his call, IF he wana call that is
friday, balik kampong!
sunday come back
mondae labour day
if this was a normal week, id be so excited and elated and all but even so, time seem to pass by rather slowly, and its like without my will..
my cousin is getting married on saturday and im just not that excited cos i duno if my favourite cousin will be there to accompany me cos it seems like everyones married and i have no one to talk to at the kampong nowadays. and in a few yrs time, if my fav cousin get married, then i should get married too! cos if not i no fren hahahaha.
i wana come up with a checklist for our holidae. buhbye!
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 9:23 AM
Monday, April 26, 2010
the more i see your picture, the more i miss you, the more i wana hold hands with you and talk crap with you. but you're just too far away. come back :(
ms Flower ended @ 7:09 PM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
today i felt so lonely cos i didnt follow my family to the zoo. cos i had no mood. n if i went, my sis had to pay so i rather let her go. i duno why, altho i miss my niece and nephews, i didnt have the mood.
and on whole day, he nvr called me:(...
i noe its not his fault.
ms Flower ended @ 9:06 PM
day 2
trying to keep myself busy. :)
ms Flower ended @ 12:03 PM
all thanks to my beloved maccy.
ms Flower ended @ 10:45 AM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
happy as a lard!
booboo got me grinning from ear to ear from my room to the hall after the call ended.
its really good to know that he is safe and sound, and at first when i saw my blinking silent phone with an unknown number, my heart jumped cos i had a feeling that it would be him and im right.
i just cant describe how pleasant it is to hear your voice.
he just spent 250 baht, hmm around 10dollars? buying sim and prepaid card.
awwwww. now im smiling again.
but the sad thing is, i cant call him. only he can call me. so unfair. and he said there will be a 7day straight field camp and many outfields(whole day field camp) and maybe he'd spent only 5 6 or 7 days in the bunk only. means the probability of him calling me again is 7/22 at most. better than nothing :)
i wish we cud talk again.
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 3:12 PM
its just day 1 and im paranoid
haha
reali ah, how can i kid myself tat i can tahan his absence for 22 days..
every morning he will sms me. every night, altho sometimes i fall slp accidentally but next day i will be able to see that he actually wished me nites... i will really miss him, no doubt.
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 1:58 PM
it all happened so fast and before u noe it he's at the departure hall, waving from afar. ill blog all about it tmr. for now, lets jus say im jus happy to have gotten home safely cos the taxi was reali reali fast.
he jus called me and his plane will be leaving at 1.50am. no more calls i guess. 3 weeks of his absence starts now.:( and im seriously not ready.
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 1:21 AM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
bloggggy! ive been so busy with work u noe. ydae morning i spent 2hours cutting out maths figures before the lesson at 10.30. tdae i have marking, duno whr i put the answer key! must go find buhbye!
ms Flower ended @ 12:00 PM
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
i indirectly gave chipmunk boy a kinder bueno through their form teacher, in my absence.
cos i duno, i dun feel quite right being there when the present is from me haha
but i guess in the end all of them knows chipmunk got the kinder bueno
and n english class, the egg was on hi table and i asked 'do u like the chocolate?' and he jus grinned, showed his chipmunk teeth shyly and kept the egg
i tink he malu haha
then in the end as the class went off in their 2 lines, he said thank u personally to me. like awwwwww. this boy is just so heartwarming.
ms Flower ended @ 8:43 PM
i was walking to the toilet when it was cca time and some pupils were loitering along the corridor waiting for their cca teacher and i recognised a few of them to be my students. then as i walk pass them...
Child A: ms rai!
me: yea?
Child A : u noe, 'student B' never bring swimming suit
(so i figured they're in the swimming cca)
Child B: yea i never bring.... :(
me: ouh then how? how are you going to swim like that?
Child A: ask him swim in underwear!
me: swim in underwear? wah! so sexy!
Child B: AHHHHH!!
Child A: HAHAHAHAHA
haha these kids are so cute la :)
ms Flower ended @ 10:16 AM
just nice that on the day that my timetable is sooo free, he has to go field camp.:(
if i was super busy, it would make this day much much easier i suppose but actually when come to think of it,theres not much difference. he'll only come back tmr aft at 3 or 4 but i wudnt count on it.
the last time he said he'd come back at 7, i was made to wait til 1 am then i gave up and slept hahaha. he finally got back around 2.
but this 1 day field camp is seriously nothing compared to what i would face next next week.
next sat, not this coming one, he'll set off to Thailand and i sooo want to send him off but he isn't sure if that is possible. the worst thing is, the trip takes 3 weeks :(
but omg im really worried for him. cos look at the news and observe what state exactly Thailand is in. and he's going there. what if he got stuck at the airport or something. what if they got too near the riot's location. what if something happens. he's just a young 20 year old, i hope nothing bad happens to him :(
im getting all teary. better do my work. tata
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 9:04 AM
Monday, April 12, 2010
he was saying the other time
that we have been watching movies after movies and if there arent any nice movies, we'll be a little lost at wad to do on the outing other than eat and he felt we shud take up a hobby
his suggestions:
cycling
jogging
and all activities that would cause ur heart to pump faster and slash those fats of ur bontot
my suggestion:
the only thing i think of that we may like to do together is buy a whole box of kit kats (24.90 at fairprice i saw!) and eat together hehehe
opposites attract wad.
boi~
ms Flower ended @ 8:23 PM
elo bloggy... he's gona go for field camp later huh.
niwae i was late this morning cos i was sombong to 21 AGAin.
nvr learn my lesson dont i?
and cabfare was 8 bucks.... thats like 3 days worth of lunch. huh
boiboi
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 10:25 AM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
we were sitting bside each other and he was looking at me for quite sometime
and he looked at my lips
and...
me: ya why u look at me like that?
him: its very disturbing
me: wad? my pimple?
him: ya !
me: -.-!!!!!!!
so much for my romantic thoughts! hahahaha
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 3:01 PM
Friday, April 09, 2010
'DATE NIGHT' is definitely a must-see. the humour + suspense makes it an 8/10 and though me n him cudnt reali understand wad was gng on like towards the last quarter of the show, we still enjoyed it the same. cant stop laughing wen tina fay took picture posing beside 'will i am' hahaha uve got to see it, trust me.
and tdae was absolutely unplanned but i must say its one of the most memorable outing yet cos i went to his house and we fooled around. haha GOTCHA! wad happened was he booked out at 11.30 am and its such a waste if we didnt meet (tho we had this deal not to meet more than once a week. oh sod it). then we met at times at tamp 1 and mr brilliant said he wanted to go home first. OMGDNESS u jus wasted my oredi nak-mati ezlink cos he cud jus take 168 and 'pick me up' at my sch bus stop. HIMBO
jus proves ns really makes you less of a thinker :P
then
so i followed him all the way to wdlds, took 913 yada yada and at his front gate, i was hiding behind the wall so that his mom cudnt see me then this idiot went to 'assalamualaikum x 2' and once his mom was on the gate opening for him he announced 'rai ade!'
BASKET. U @#^#$^#$^$# hahahahhaha
naturally of cos im shy to meet his mom
and duh, theres no occassion
its not like hari raya or aniting
so i felt like a penyibuk, dtg for nothing
lucky he told me his mom liked delifrance so we bought some for her
but as usual, his mom was so nice :) too nice i shud say till she offered me certain things that i cudnt say 'no' to and he was enjoying every moment of my priceless expressions of trying to keep calm. so i guess she didnt know how to layan me and gave me some newspapers to read haha i felt so funny then i felt dumb keeping quiet so we talked about mustafa center and how they shud open new outlets instead of dumping 1001 tings into one packed building.
and i disturbed her alot haha i canot say about wad la but its a sensitive topic hahaha but he was there looking at me like -.- cos wad i tease abt is ironic.
so his mom got to the bathroom and i had fun playing computer with him
first time
at his house
i never did this before
my virgin experience! haha
and then he played the drums to show me how he played 'just dance' by lady gaga
n i tot it was noisy bt his mom asked him to play it louder cos she cudnt hear it
sporting or wad
then i felt bad leaving his mom at the couch alone and i went to talk to her for awhile more.
then at last we had to leave and after he salam n kissed his mom, his mom said someting so nice :) i like. hehehe canot say here la. ok byebye
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 11:10 PM
Monday, April 05, 2010
poetic. haunting. lovely.
'you're a painting with symbols deep, symphony soft as it shifts from dark beneath'
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 9:59 PM
Saturday, April 03, 2010
bali here i come!
well i hope we can stay in this effing cool villa
ms Flower ended @ 8:22 PM
Thursday, April 01, 2010
sports dayactually my team is only the ones btwn the navy blue lady and on the left and me. oni 8. 8 x 50m mah. ade 3 well, who wana tompang glamour hahaha kidding.
and blogggy. hehe he bk out tonite. of cos im not seeing him, ill see him tmr. yay i cant wait!
