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Saturday, March 31, 2007

''when will i ever find the right guy? where will there ever be?''

haha
so want to know why i put this down?
its my last last time diary entry.
i tink wen i was in sec 2
so funny
no bf
then sad... hahahahaha

i had been reading my past in this diary....
how childish i was
but even so
i tink the decisions made to help me throughout a difficult phase of a particular incident was due to really good friends.
now when i think about it
i realised i was still sooo young
and i couldnt think
was super naive
it was lucky i sayang my frens n listened to them =)

but hey its fun to recall how immature one was.
i wana continue reading. hehe


niwae
booboo, the first sentence in this bloggy entry dun need to be asked anymore =)

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 9:10 PM


''when will i ever find the right guy? where will there ever be?''

haha
so want to know why i put this down?
its my last last time diary entry.
i tink wen i was in sec 2
so funny
no bf
then sad... hahahahaha

i had been reading my past in this diary....
how childish i was
but even so
i tink the decisions made to help me throughout a difficult phase of a particular incident was due to really good friends.
now when i think about it
i realised i was still sooo young
and i couldnt think
was super naive
it was lucky i sayang my frens n listened to them =)

but hey its fun to recall how immature one was.
i wana continue reading. hehe


niwae
booboo, the first sentence in this bloggy entry dun need to be asked anymore =)

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 9:10 PM


i am so bored now.

niwae
if anyone has the gwen stefanie's - sweet escape [ya i noe da lamer], tell me eh. i want sooo much. =)

so ok..

lets answer some qns..


90. First off, what is your name?-
ashwarya rai. nyahahaha. hey they nvr say i couldnt lie.

89. What did you do last night?-
msn den booboo dc. den tenok tv.

88. Do you have a same sex best friendthat you can talk to 24/7?-
yesh. a handful.

87. Do you have any siblings?-
ye.

86. Where are you exactly?-
in my own rm. (e'eh boringnye qns die.)

85. Favorite color(s)?-
blue actually. but idun look gd in them. so i love purple brown n white.

84. What does the 7th message in your[cell] text inbox say?-
''.... but how to trick him ehh...''


83. Who sits beside you in math
most of the ime faj.=D leh copy answer die heheheh!

82. Who sits to the left of you?-
aiyo not sec sch animore.

.81. Where is your dad right now?-
in his rm

.80. Do you have any kids?-
do i look married.

79. Who is the 5th person you got amissed call from?-
home sweet home

.78. Closest black object?-
keyboard? haha

77. Closest silver object?-
jericho's keypad

.76. Have you ever jumped a fence forany reason?-
nola

75. Do you sing in the shower?-
sometimes. hehehehe ala everybody wad.

.74. Do you own any pets?-
nope.

72. Last time you listened to countrymusic?
i dun like it. so i dun remember.

70. If you could kill someone, whowould it be?-
hmmmm. confirm i wont get caught? =D

69. What are your fears?- death. cicak. loosing things. loosing impt people

68. What do you hear right now?-
cpu's noisy sound

67. How many drugs are in ur systemright now?-
none. i tink

65. What are you wearing?-
whitet-shirt n shorts. slekeh la.

64. Who was the last person to commentyou?
boobooo's friend who saw us at jurong. hahahaha

63. Do you sing?-
for fun ya ah

62. Screamo or Country?
none? bt is muse screamo? see wad song

61. Rock or Rap?-
rock prefered.

60. Chocolate or vanilla?
choc most of the time.


59. Who did you last call?-
cant rmb. i dun tink i call ppl

58. Who last called you?
boooboooooooooo =D

57. What jewelry do you wear daily?
i dun wear. if daily, rimas.

56. What are you doing now?-
isnt it obvious?

55. Who was the last person you said Ilove you too?-
boobooooooooooooo =)

54. Would you die for someone?-
if its for some good, REALLY GOOD REASONS, perhaps.

53. If so, who?- my loved ones.

52. Are you cold right now?-
got kipas. bt not freezing

51. What do you smell right now?-
hai...

50. Do you have to pee right now?-
hai...

49. What did you dream about lastnight?
takle ingat.

48. What are you doing tomorrow?
jumpe boobooo. yeay! jumpe my sayang. yeay. hehehe

47. Where's the question
ah?

46. Find it?
...

45. How about now?-
....

44. Bedsheet color?
blue green yellow. another bed is purple yellow...

.42. Carpet or wood in your room?
normal tiles. i like parquet like my old room though.

41. Bad rumor about yourself thatyou've heard?-
none? haha i wonder wad rumour if there is any.

38. Can you do a cartwheel?-
no

37.What's your favorite candle scent?-
ah? i duno.

35. America or Canada?
nvr been to any.

34. What makes you mad?-
haha someone noes wad makes me mad.

33. What if you found out you wereadopted?
i duno. family kind of things, i can absorb easily.

32. Jeans or Sweatpants?
levi's! hehehe.

29. Do you have socks on?-
....

28. Do you own any big sunglasses?-
booboo kasi haha

27. Have you ever cried so hard youpuked?-
no but i puked otw up cameron

23. Have you recently talked to an ex?-
i have ex's?

22. Person who posted this before you?-
zafiraaaaaa

19. Favorite TV show?-
not fav, but i like to c danceflr

18. Do you like 80s movies?-
is back to th future considered that?

16. Last two numbers in your cellphone?-
62

15 What kinda music do you like?-
i like diff genre form time to time

14. Are you a crazy stalker?-
i wana stalk who?

13. Best city you've visited?-
hmmm ive nvr been more far than bangkok bt i dun like it thr. so KL is stil fav.

12. Been to London?-
no. best ke

10. Favorite subject at school?-
bio seems ok bt ii cant seem to score =( ill work harder

9. Been to college?-
for netball matches. hahaha

7. Favorite time of day?
see wads the occasion

5. Watch all Spiderman movies?
no. first one oni.

3. What are you looking forward to?
tomoro!

2. Ever gotten lost in the dark?-
no

1. Do you snore/talk/walk in yoursleep?-
sis says i rap. hahahahha.

ok buhbye

ms Flower ended @ 10:00 AM

Friday, March 30, 2007

bloggy sayang!

hehe

niwae

u noe, i ever told u i lik the song 'istimewa' by indigo sooooooo much.

*ok booboo called*

ok da
hehehe
so ncie to hear ur voice u noe yang
ksian awak bsok keje

niwae
i tink everybody who listens to th song istimewa will cair
at least all every girl

bt mcm enta eh got meh guy who feels until like that for a girl?
skali nak kasi rhyme je. haha
who knows.
no offence to the composer, its a great song! =D

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 11:33 PM


bloggy baby.

=)

im back from ork. nw must teman my sis beli barang die.

so tired u noe.
can go another day wad.
tsk!

niwae
wor jus nw was ok.
super BORING
bcus there was VERY VERY few people coming in to enrol.
so we end up playing msn. youtube.imeem. etc.

n i had double cheeseburger tdae!
cos i had too much chickenfro the last 3 days.
n niwae, ok i can declare oredi i bankrupt hahaha
nvm
sunday dah new month

niwae
hai i realy tired ah wana folo my sis
tsk!

rindu awak booboo!
=)
rindu ktie tak ?

hehehe

ms Flower ended @ 7:21 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

bloggy baby!

i wana declare that i have 3 dolars left i my wallet for the rest of the month hehehe.

ala tmr oni.

not bankrupt yet wad, stil gt three dollar, can buy tmr's lunch. hahhaha


niwae,
why i am left with so littlemoney is bcus i bought this slppers at bugis jus nw
bt its cheap ah
10 bucks je
actualli i spend too much this mth,despite being in msia for a couple of days, i stil nvr save. huahuahua...
i tink its bcus of transport ah, no concession etc
kay nvm
new mth coming niwae.


so actually im super tired
yesterday i help my dad do a new email account since he's nt familiar with the internet.
oni i noe how it is.
hen now im gtting a nag.
sayig im rude wen he ask me to help him.
he said i can eat first then help him.
then i was eating he ask me some things then i say i duno wad he toking about wad, im outside in the hall, he at the comp rm.
then he say nak mintak tolong, tak bole.

then now is like i getting nag from him.
nagged about suting i have nothig to do with.
nothing u noe.
n i was like.. okay.. tell me for wad, im back from wor, i hhelped u, im tired, i dowan to be nagged at.

hai..

ok

tata.

ms Flower ended @ 9:54 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

im so tired from work.

niwae work was ok. i met singa in the toilet n she smiled at me. =S

i had mcspicy for lunch n forgot to eat the apple pie.

=)


theres nothing u cn say to chg how inferior i feel.

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 7:53 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

bloggy baby!

im back from work...

n im so damn tired. bt i stil wana blog before i slp.
nw is 7.32... i came home around 10 mins ago.

n nasiyah, earlier ajak me go ngaji, sry darling, kite penat.

niwae
work just now was a little mind blowing.
first was the singa,
then it was a parent of a student. the student had no problem with the request, jus taht the parent extra. tak payah datang ah. tsk.

niwae,
i had nuggets and apple pie for lunch.
weeeeee~
then we had ice crea on teh way home...


i bought roti n kaya otw home n bumped into someone.
hahaha.
wait til i tell boooooooooooooooboooooooooooooo.=D
then go home
i shout to my mom

"mak!! org lupe beli roti !!!!!!!! " [marah + nyesal tone]
" aku da agak da...bla bla "

den i put the groceries on teh table... n giggle giggle.

then my mom 'kau memang saje je carik pasal '

hahaha.
i suke sakat people. =)


so okla
i wana slp first.

boiboi.

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 7:32 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

today.

work was funny.

mrt ride was weird.

and she's as cold as usual.

but yesterday,

was one of the most memorable day ever!
haha
n i now i noe how to get to eastcoast after 17 years of living =)

buhbye.

i miss my honey bunny.

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 8:46 PM


i could only partially understand why u might be feeling that way.
they always say, one cant understand ur feelings.

and as for the rest of the matter, i dont see why this 'special treatment' is necessary.
even if i change things, u dont know.
u dun even seem to bother.
u seem to always find wads wrong, nt wads done.

n u always see nothing wrong in the other.

who knows i would be 'immune' to all these.
but i can clrly see the difference and it isnt fair at all.

tata~

ms Flower ended @ 5:10 AM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

bloggy!

nak tahu, smlm mlm, around 10 plus, wen i was on the verge of slping,
my mom n kakak came home.

then, them being them, forced me to shut my room door n i got an indirect nag...
biasela tu.

niwae
pagi tadi
tak psl psl someone cari gado wtih me.
kan da kene balik. =P

niwae
tadi i handwash three baju!
1. the brown one [the one booboo like]
2. the beige one with the red ribbon [the one also booboo like. haha]
3. my white jacket [the one i looooove.]

hehe
cos my mom said i may handwash baju that are my favourites if i sayng them so much to put it with other people's baju

so okay.

i tink i must clean house tdae so tomoro wen i go out, my mom takla marah.


hehe

boboi~

ms Flower ended @ 9:51 AM

Friday, March 23, 2007

bloggy.

i hungry.

i wana eat.

nobody at home

but i tired to go buy...
tdae im extra tired cos of sumting lah.

somebody buy lunch for me please..

.....

ms Flower ended @ 5:44 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Omg.

tdae is like the most boring day of my life.

i sit at home the whollllee day.

nasiyah didnt again confirm if we go ngaji so we didnt go niwae.

so for the whole day i sweep, lipat kain, tenok tv takde crite tu.

can this getany worst.

my mom most probably dun come back tdae.
my sis, is with my mom, nt coming back perhaps.
den my dad homes home at 11.........

ala.
boringnyeeeeeee.

niwae
tadi i drew sumting
its nt that nice
bt wen put up on that thing, then looks quite nice.
i compare mine with my sis's.
hers tak fair, she printed it.
so mine nicer. nyahahahahhaha.
nvm
ull nvr guess wad it is.

come to tink of it
its the first time [i tink] taht i stay alone in this pasir ris house until night.
3it feels mor or less like admiralty house cos more or less same furniture positioning like in my last time room
especially that thing.
haha
khadijah lah yesterday go n say suming about it
haha
trust me, i ever felt 10 times worst.

n hmm
tomorow i have work
n i must wake up damn early.

bloggy, u noe wad.
i no life man.

hai.....

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 9:44 PM


1. when is your biddaeey?`
5 dec. igt tau igt! hehe

2. what is your favorite color?`
purple brown white

3. who is in your mind now?
booooo! haha!

4. are u now in love with someone?
not now onli =D

5. do u have a girlfriend/boyfriendnow?
yep

6. which type of person r u?
what kind of qn? i straight though

7. what r u thinking as 0f now?
food. im hungry oredi.

8. do u like music?
oklah. c wad song.

9. what type of girlfriend/boyfrienddo u want?
i can have more than one? hahahaha

10. who made u feel happy today?
booobooo wth the morning msg den he kalahkan me reversi. tsk!

k so i terdelete qn 11.. haha


12. your dream age?
i love secondary sch days. perhaps 15.


13. your pet's name?
no. no pets.

14. what do you want right now?
food. ke chocolate ke.. pun best.

15. who has a great look in yourclass?
hmmm ntah.

16. who has the best smile?
i cant tell. everyone lookssweet wen they smile.

17. who has a cute voice?
more than words...lalalala~
hehe!

18. what is your biggest fear?
perhaps death.

19. who do u love the most?
family. den boo comes in.

.20. what are u waiting for?
this thing to end! da bis pun!

ms Flower ended @ 2:05 PM


bah!

hehe
da sweep ruma bt my own room haven sweep... nyaahahahha.

my dad buy nasi briyani tdae cos my mom is still nt back yet.

so while he eating....

me: abah, camne nak gi east coast park?

dad: ouhh... hmmm naik tu mrt gi bedok...hmmm

me: abeh naik taxi?

dad: tak..hmmmm.. okay abah da ingat!

me: ape?

dad: naik tu bus 16... straigh bus

me: ah? take from where?

dad: eh ye tak ye jugak! =D



hahahaha
buat lawak je ni my dad.
but in the end he said can tak 15 go parkway parad den walk abit to east coast. so ok dah tahu! weeeeeeeeeeeee ~

ms Flower ended @ 12:50 PM


bloggggggggyyyyyyy.


im sooo bored


bt gt my bapak at home.


yest, i was alone at home then nasiyah said she's gng out so we dint go ngaji.


so then i ask khadijah come so i help her with her art.


she end up layaning friendster instead.


n she can be such a bitch when i said about certain things. hahaha. its so damn sucky but funny to talk to her. hahaha. nola i didnt mean the bitch part.

haha


so i drew this.

fat hand.
haha
ya its like not proportionate
the thumb was big.
haha but nvm.
so okla i wana do milo.
i hope my milo would be NICE today.
buhbye!
3 more days.
mcm 3 more months.. haha
rai~

ms Flower ended @ 9:47 AM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

ala boringnye mamat tu tak online.

lalalalalalala~

ms Flower ended @ 10:39 PM


grocery shopping!

how cute does that sound.

hehe

excited tau kite.very very =)

*hugs n kisses*

boboi~

ms Flower ended @ 11:14 AM


breakfast is served!


actually breakfast is halfway in my oesophagus, maybe aleady in my tummy,
hehe

since im ALL ALONE at home tdae cos mother go sis hse for some hal,
i did m own breakfast
i cook roti telor.
hahaha

the first one looks oily..
but hey it tastes better than it looks=)

then the seond one, i put less oil,
then i left it to be hangus abit
u noe, the rich bronze colour, then much nicer thanthe first one hehe
ok

n my milo taste abit tawar tdae
yesterday, i made my milo n ask my mom taste, she say ok.
=(

k let me eat =)

n wait
boooboooo go n put my pic at his myspace
tumpang glamour je
kite yg penat penat set rambut,
die yg take credit. HEHEHE
kidding lah.
=)

boiboi

ms Flower ended @ 9:52 AM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

bloggy.
im so sad.
i duno if ill slp.

gd nite.

ms Flower ended @ 10:59 PM


im having a headache.

niwae

nw is 4.40 plus

i tot go ngaji

but nasiyah cant go since there are somethings unsettled.

ok now i really hav nothing to do



my headache dun let me do aniting niwae

i tink it was that biscuit.
ahhh...

bye

ms Flower ended @ 4:42 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007


this is a tshirt print in bangkok.so cute.


=)



ms Flower ended @ 9:56 AM


bloggy!
its so boring o be at home.
i wish i had an everyday job.
at least i wont be stuck here
at most, later 6 pm i go ngaji
tu je
boring kan kan?

niwae i make myown milo tdae
so tawar!
hahahaha
not nice ah
my mom say 3 teaspoon of mil n one teaspoon of milk
da jadi tak sedap pun.
tsk.

boiboi

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 9:39 AM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

yuhuuuuu~
haha
sounds like the yuhu as in cabbage yuhu.haha
i miss him man
baru semalam jumpe

jus now i had fun bedek-ing him

its such a pathetic plan la
i said that i want him to chip in money for me to pay for some thingy
its chipping in
its not like borrowing okay
at least if i said borrow he would at least get back the money
macam ape je kan
then he said :ok how much
i said :i had to pay quite a sum
then he asked :exactly how much he has to help

haha
at that point i da laffing like mad
then i said la jus kidding

macam, hello.
macam tak tahu malu seh if i really mean it
mcm, haha cabbage so nice wanted to help
so cute
as in kind
but i won take advantage of that
i wouldnt want to

n yea
i got back my bangkok pics
but i really really sayang starbucks pics
those were the nicest pics
cos me n nas were in dresses
but those pics couldnt be retrieved i guess
im quite disappointed.
but its ok at least ive got the rest of them!
n i wan to show booboo one of the pics hehe
wait wen he go online


niwae
i guess the onli time i could erally meet him is on weekends since thats the onli time he's not working. nw i wish he had no job.
last time i prayed he will get a job.
then now i wish he was more free
but dun worry i won pray for him to get fired.nyahahaha

im so bored at home
im sleepy but i cant slp
n theres no show on tv
got phantom of the opera la
but that musical sounds so bingit as in the girl sing high pitch
malas la nak tgk

then my dad's comp, bro go put animation movies
then jus n i c abit. its 'flushed away'
aiyo. not funny ah.

monsterhouse so much better.

oklah.

i wana go now
tata

rai sayang cabbage hehe.

ms Flower ended @ 8:57 PM



hey


jus wana post this LONG DUE PHOTO haha

i find it stilo ah


HAHA
bye.

ms Flower ended @ 1:37 PM


bloggy!


hehe...


yesterd was veyr nice bcus i met booboo

i wanted to update smlm but bro butlkan modem.


so ok.

yesterday

i met him at city hall

whr i was late like usual

hehe

now boooo knows that he has to set the timing 15 minutes before intended meeting time hehe


ok so then

we reached the outdoor theater like 6.30 to 6.40?

but already packed

then so we sat by the waterfront

stil can hear the music

then gt this band play the mario using keyboard!

so cute sia

then booboo take note. hahaha


then ok

wen the music was damn boring,

i told him grndmother stories of cameron highlands.

an the swimming pool incident which he laff at me about

then got one time he saidabout sumting that backfired back to him

then he scolded me cos he tinks the guy bside him wuld hear

haha

PADAN MUKE Ah

hehehehe!


so da malam sikit,

then got stars

then tgk boats

bler kite nak naik eh, i stil wondering..

so niwae


his fren shah sms

then we went to view the performance skejap

duno wad band

but they're nice

then booboo wish his voice as nice as them

haha

they played howie day, the police, some roxanne song, snow patrol etc.


so then w met shah

the back shirt emo guy

who da potong rambut

haha

then he went off


so

booboo knew i didnt want to go home so late

so we grab some cookies at mrspadang haha before we walk to citylink

the cookies was great

very the berisi

haha

berisi, tats me HEHEHE.

eh at least not gemokk. =D

oh yea thankiew for the cookies booboo!


then so we said our gdbyes n went home


it was a very nice evening u know.=)


ok so tahts it for yesterday.


im really lazy to updat about cameron highlands

but let me show that cameron hav ROSES.








awww such beautiful flowers

eh kite pun bunge jugak hehehe
but yah, my hair funny la in this pic. cos the hills are windy.
k so buhbye!
i already miss my booboo...
rai~



ms Flower ended @ 1:09 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

i really dont know how to phrase this.
im so disappointed although i was expecting something like it.

bye.

ms Flower ended @ 9:00 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

10 am or 3pm?
huahua

gua duno

i mean the 'departure time'

niwae

im more or less da siap=)

i mean my thing.

n eh
i like this song.
i noe cabbage dun like this song. haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bbTtPL1jRs

niwae
jericho sakit i think.

=S

buhbye!

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 8:39 AM

Friday, March 09, 2007

3.55pm

so boring.

niwae
i was so malas to go pay my bills.

then yesterday i asked my dad if he was free
i wasnt finished when he interrupted that he insisted that he had to hav ample sleep for tat day cos he work. etc etc.

so i was like okay nevermind.

then todae when i came back from white sands and announce to my parents while waving hte bill ''DA BAYAR!! HEHE''
my dad asked, ''tu bulan lepas punye eh?''
then my mom went '' taklah tahun depan-.- ''
hahaha
i tink its my mom who makes me like her

so ok
then my dad went '' abah actually boleh buatkan cheque kan ''
then i was like -_-" !!!!!!!!!
he yang smalam kate he tak free. then now talk as if im some kind of moron.
nevermind abah. its okay. haha

so ok
my dad actually bought this chendol a few days ago'
i asked from whr
it was actually from woodlands
so ok...
then he said its one dollar.
so cheap right.
but nevermind
i ever go somewhere, the ice kachange oni 80 cents.
hehe.
niwae these cold stuff gives me flu.

so ok
i da pay my bills.
it was 40 plus
but a few cents lesser than the month before
no that bad ay
but lucky my mom dont know the amount
she would, u noe moms.

n yah
i wana say
yesterday i went nasiyah house before the badminton
then she had a weighing scale
so i took my reading
kau. i gain weight.
not that much
but still,
its kilograms we're talking about here.

but i dun feel fat, just a little plum
but i feel healthy
hehe
cabbage, waddahell rite im heavier than u
hai..
gain weight ah yang, i dun like to be heavier
yang..
please...
please eat like there is o tomorrow.
HEHE

boiboi!

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 3:55 PM


bloggy!

actually theres nothing to log about.

my room berserak, kene kemas ni....

BUHBYE.

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 11:05 AM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

u want to know right yang....

its because...
ure someone who shows that u care.
who tries his best to be there for me when i need him.
who tells me that the world is not going against me
who would do so much for me cos i mean alot to him
who take care of my feelings from time to time
who goes through so many hurdles jus to please me.

those are the reasons.=)

ms Flower ended @ 11:41 PM


i had one of the scariest walks jus nw.

i had to go back from the park.
n my estate is like quite far away.

i had to go through this dark path.
then i oculdnt go alone so nasiyah had to walk halfway with me.

haha
niwae
i had fun playing badminton
thx to nas who brought one shuttlecock that as made stuck on teh tent by me
then thx to her bf for bringing a lot shuttlecocks
haha

den we played for awhile, got tired n tried the fitess corner

its fun u noe.

then we asked each other.


nas: wads the 3 words to describe me?

me: elegant... bcus etc etc.... considerate... generous.=)

me: then me! hehe

nas: beautiful ... fun loving.... fashionable.


HAHAAHHAHA
okla. fun loving i can accept.
the beautiful n the fashionable tu takla.

niwae, wad i said about nas is true hehe. jus that she tak agree. =P


ok

buhbYe.


rai~

ms Flower ended @ 11:18 PM


Tiada puisi atau lagu
Tiada potret tiada ragu
Yang dapat ku ilham seindah mu
Nyata kau satu dalam berjuta
Wahai jelita
Kau istimewa

which guy wrote this for his girlfriend?
awwwwwwww...

so sweet.

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 12:42 PM


its 11.44 am.

good morning.... near tgh hari oredi haha.

if my mom sees me using the comp, she'll definitely kill me cos i haven kemas my stuff.

i unpacked 2 boxes worth of nonsence and now trying to figure out how to sort them.

more importanty, how to keep them

especially the ones about cabbage.
his pictures and all.

k i saki perot. wana go toilet. buhbye.

ms Flower ended @ 11:44 AM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

sayang so clever.

GPA 2.5 seh

my last time GPA was oni 2.03.

sedihnye.

im more stupid than my bf.

aniwae, i am gng somewhere to pick strawberries from the pokok.
=)

guess where im gng ok.

ii hope my results would be just as great.
please.


rai~

ms Flower ended @ 12:05 PM


sayang, dun feel that i deserve someone else.
u are someone i would treasure
for all the things u went through for me particularly.
are such a strong guy.
another guy would have left me u know.


i dedicate this indon song to u ehh, so sweet =)
the lyrics sounds like very jiwang but then the indon song is not so actually.
Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
rai~

ms Flower ended @ 11:34 AM

Monday, March 05, 2007

bloggy baby!




haha



like i promised sayang yesterday, i would edit some photos.















































haha
the last picture,
we're in a korean show.
except, tats not that real pose. HEHEHEHE!
sayang u cabbage.=)
rai~

ms Flower ended @ 2:31 PM


reading my entries from last year
makes me realise how much ive changed.

last time i always fret about my marks and everything.
which when i now read back ill ''shake my head''

perhaps then, i wast used to the system and all.

but even so,
the way i write entries too are soo kiddish.
at least i find them so.
dont u tink so booboo?
mcm, i duno la if u dun c the difference but i can c the changes.

especially during the first year,
haha. i sound so moronic. failing all the subjects.
not failing la.
bt keep complaining.
haha
kelaka lah rai.

okla tu je.
hehehe!

buhbye bloggy baby!

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 12:30 AM

Sunday, March 04, 2007


i edited some photos.


booboo bdae photos actually.


weeee~



booboo is 18 years old already. so fast. ur mom must have thought the same =)

rai~


ms Flower ended @ 9:36 PM


bloggy!

i had a wonderful time durin maslina'a kakak chalet with the girls.
they are so fun.
joke there.
crap here.
swimming pool was great.
n there was this SUPER humourous incident at the kids swimming pool.
haha.
i cant stop laffing ah tat one. really. so damn selenger!
ouh
we watched ghost rider at 1am, which sarah was the only sole survivor who managed to wake up.
semorang dah SNORING.
hahaha
man
it was so fun
all girls.
plus that sec one boy. hahahaha. i won forget wad he said. sorry beb, ure too young for me.HAHA. kidding.
basically i enjoyed everything.
the videos, the nightwalks, the lyin down on the park pavement near midnight.
it was marvellous.
i love them all.
i wish my faily has that sort of thing,
but i guess at the end of the day, its mas n sarah which make it so enjoyable.
jus like how nasiyah made bangkok trip seem so colourful =)
i love my bestfriends.

n to my dear cabbage,
u are so missed.
i noe u miss me too, hehe.
the feeling of missing u is so beautiful.
it makes me look at our tin tin picture over n over again.
n wish ure bside me jus like hw it is in the picture.
do u feel that way?
i know i do=)

niwae
i jus wana say
i find many of my friends changing
no, not people like mas sarah, theyre stil the same
i wouldnt mention exactly who
but people i used to know as someone who was more shy than me has really changed
i have no comment
but i jus feel very distant from everything cos people outside are chgg
like really change,
i jus hope that He would not change the people i treasure
cos i love them
n im quite shocked to know that things are happening and im like so hidden
i am not perfect myself, i know
but i just hope He would guide me along with other good people to walk towards the right path =)

hehe

rai~

rai~

ms Flower ended @ 7:44 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

dear sweetheart,

this entry is especially for you.=)

i want to say that i hope u enjoyed your birthday outing yesterday,
even though it was rather simple.

i hope u liked ur lunch. your cake, or rather, your brownie. your presents.
most important of all, i hope u enjoyed yourself.
because i really did enjoy myself.
seeing you,
walking with you,
holding your hand,
kidding around,
teasing each other,
i really like to be with you =)

n even though it was your birthday,
u nvr fail to make my day,
telling me how u think about me from time to time throughout the day,
its really sweet of you.


on the other hand,
be thankful to God u're now 18.
as for me, i can believe that now, u're now 18
but
i find it quite difficult to absorb that in a few years time,
we'll be receiving diplomas n start working.

i find that that we're growing up so fast so soon.

however,
i wish that u can live your life to the fullest,
withstand any obstacle that u must go through,
and at the end of the day,
be satisfied with the outcomes of your hard work.

you've got alot of potenial,
so please don't waste it.
u can have a great future.=)

n lastly,
even though im not a relgious person in nature,
i do pray for you,
n i hope He always remind me to always pray for you,
each night, before i go to bed.
ill always pray that He protect the people i love, that would include you.
and sometimes i would pray that we will be together.
and sometimes even, knowing that anything is possible, i pray to Him that if its fate that we cant be together, i hope that he would seperate us in a way that wont hurt either of us.
i wouldnt want u to get hurt.

i love you dear, with all my heart=)

sweetheart, i don't think anybody can ever replace you.

much love,
rai~

ms Flower ended @ 10:00 AM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

bloggy baby!

hehe

i wana tell u bout my dream
n my dream khalis was so tall
n then he did sumting.
awwwww
hahaha

niwae
jus now i went to woodlands
meet mas
buy things
then i was at LP buying some other things

when nasiyah called
ask go ngaji
i tot tgh 'red light' canot ngaji
then the ustazah say jus niat its for belajar, nt ibadah etc.
ok

then
go home time, the kids in the rm gt a packet of biscuit each on their way out
me n nasiyah wre so paiseh
then the ustazah ask us to take
the ustaz oso kacau us ''ni da bsar pun nak kene kasi [biscuit]"
haha then they laugh then teh ustazah said sumting
then the ustaz say ''okla takpe. *sumting sumting* sweet n adorable "
HAHA

then we had biscuit then nasiah dad drop me off at the tangga

tats all for tdae!

ms Flower ended @ 10:23 PM