Monday, July 31, 2006
ah penat la.
n im so frustrated with myself la.
jus now pipc lab test.
cher: how long u tink this mixture will remain purple?
me: [how i noe!].. erm forever?..
cher: smile..
me: erm k a few minutes..
cher: smiles n nods sarcastically.
argh damn.
now is oredi 7 plus..
i must do pipc notes.
pipc tutorials.
wah.
gd nite ah people.
u all so lucky u nt in my course.huahua...
ms Flower ended @ 7:27 PM
harlow.
im bored
its 7 in teh morning.
im getting ready for school=)
hehe
i got lab test todae
byebye
i miss my booboo~
i hope time flies fast.=)
ms Flower ended @ 7:08 AM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
part of a song..
I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart
till i die
So theres little more that i need
I wanna share all the air you breathe
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last
dedicated to my booboo!=)
ms Flower ended @ 11:12 AM
ms Flower ended @ 11:10 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
another wkend is gona be BURNED.
im gona hav lab tests nest week. pipc and biochem.=S
n pipc written test.
*shakes head*
i hav HAP test tmr. 3 chapters.
*shakes head*
ouh
my lab report test went okae=) so happy. for once.
n i walked to sch with faj tdae.
=D
from her hse bus stop all teh way to sch.
its further than to evg.duh.nice walk.
hey booboo! biler nak tgk love story nie!
=X
gd night.
ms Flower ended @ 7:52 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
hey,
my nephew.
he is just so cute la.
jus now.. hahaha.
nvm no nid write down later booboo jealous.
HAHA kidding.
ms Flower ended @ 9:11 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
we plan, God decides.how true!tdae i plan to do HAP notes [its a ton.like really.]so i turned down maslina who ask me help her thingyturned down my booboo..it was a ''maybe'' niwae kan hehen of cos, cudnt help my dearest sister,khadijah with i tink, final touch ups of her painting.i thot i was gona be so busy lahden noe wadi went to arab st with my familybuy cloth ah.not taht i want to okae.my mom lah, once she ask to come, [even though she dun sound forceful], she makes me come.actually, in a way, she force me la.i duno how to describe it.its like she noes i wan to study, but if i dun follow, she will u noe.. u noe lah mothers..so im exhausted now..whole day at arab st.. but it was nice la with my sister n mom.. den i had one new experience with my family. malas wana write down here.i dun feel like doing my notes but i have toi tink ill slp so late todae.n now my niece is herei like her coming to my housesumtimes she make cards for me=)n OTHER people.hahabut i nid my spacei hope she dun ask me play with her tdae.-_-"k ah. i wana watch tv for awhile,eat den do notes.tata
ms Flower ended @ 8:40 PM
Friday, July 21, 2006
yesterday was biochemistry test.
today is maths and organic chemistry.
i dun remember anything god about those tests.
i remember the
panicky momentsrecalling but to no avail momentssqueezing brain moments.wah jialat ah.
next week got sumore test.
n i hav no weekend.
HAP test next week.
3 whole thick chapters, which is gona be so dreadful la.
also, CSAS lab report test.
hello, we only did lab report once.
n its like during that project,
i dun understand.
i was only the '
grammar-corrector' for my grp.
and oh,
sentence constructor.but hey, noe wad, that csas teacher, she could tell that the paragraph edited by me was ''written by different person'' n 'easier to understand'.
haha..wah kembang gue.
*hehehe*
wah byk ah nak kene blaja..=(
bye.
ms Flower ended @ 8:12 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
boo.
im home so early tdae. reached by 1 plus...wahaha
wee~ i can catch up on some slp.. since i slp only for 2.3.4.5.6.. 5 hrs je.
-_-"
after that i hav to study organic chemistry and maths.*shakes head*
im off to dreamland.
tata
ms Flower ended @ 2:33 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
bloggy.
im so tensed.
tomorrow is my test.
n im soo tired.
=(
maybe i shud have some nutella.
arhh.. ya tats it.
tata.
gd nite world.
slp tight while im studying....
ms Flower ended @ 10:35 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
bloggy... why must like this.
im jus _______.
plain _______.
let just God know how i feel.
ms Flower ended @ 10:04 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
what i used to believe,
isit correct the way i perceive,
is it real
or is something else beneath
through u words
u know something is amiss
n i sense my
heart's fading blissi wish to analyse, let time momentarily
freeze
for the real thruth is
unknownor isit staring right in front of my face[they told me it is]
waiting for me to pick up the pace
clueless to where,
two or more ways
but i believe my heart is true
though I know all fate lies in
Youfor all my doubts, here is my plea
whatever the truth, pls
let me see::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::n boobooboy,thx for meeting me,though only for awhile.=(at least i get to c u booboo.=)::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::nite nite world.
sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.
*muah*
ms Flower ended @ 10:31 PM
bloggy,
i wonder when will i get to
shift.
but at the same time i like staying a little longer here for
some reasons.they said we'd be out in
august.
but not to my surprise, there were
complications again.
which i prefer not to know.
its so
dreadful u noe.
n bloggy,
why must i have flu everyday in the morning.
is it
sinus?
or isit just that i kicked out my blanket in the middle of the night without knowing n got cold?
n isit because i lack some
vitamins?
it is irritating.
n yeah,
what shud i
wear to school tdae..
since its just a 3 hr lab lesson which starts at
3.-_-"n,
wad they say...
i better believe
myself than anyone else.even though i cant escape them since they're my closest buddies.
bloggy,
why do i miss him
so much still?
even when i think of
someting else.
he is like always somewhere '
there'.
especially when im listening to songs.
its
funny.
i wana breakfast.
byebye bloggy.
ms Flower ended @ 8:02 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
elo.
tdae is a
nice day.
awak,
even though i said to u oredi.
i wana say again.
im so
TOUCHED by ur msg.
made me
smile.
n
smile.
n
smile.
=)
even now im smiling haha
sewel.=P
i nid to catch up on some sleep baybeh.
gd nite world.
everybody
dreamalittledream of me yeah.hehe.
rai is happy todae.
ms Flower ended @ 10:53 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
hi.
im soo h
appy.
first thing's first.
i didnt go to sch
. i skipped lectures.
then i went to
SP!
met my
darling.
went to biz canteen.
den sarah came.weee~
itik!who hugged me la haha.
then...
k i tell whole story.
then skali they ask
maslina to come to canteen oso.
i sit at another table pretending to be someone else.
maslina came to
khalis n sarah's table.
then i
called mas's handphone.
then i ask her to
turn around c see meshe turn then scream
RAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THEN guess wad
she
criEdawwwwwwwwwwwww
me n sarah, we know we're pretending. haha. no elaboration.so we went to the library.
sarah n mas watched
LOVEstory. i guess its nice. cos
sarah shed tears. haha
everybody cry la tdae haha..
while me n booboo watched a lembap
twelve ocean. wth? haha
but its okae.
booboo watched till finish.-_-"k niwae.
we went home la afta tat cos it was getting late.
sry i made u take the bridge booboo.n the stairs. ur leg... im very sorry.ouh, how i
love todae.
i met my
friends.
my
darling.
do they have any idea how happy i am.
if i had the chance. id want to
hug them all one by one.
haha.
but tmr its the same old ting.gng to sch n.... hai...ill
miss my booboo.
met u soooo
short la jus now.
felt it was so short cos of the
lame movie la haha.
so nice meeting u after wad,
11 days.ill miss u dear.like always.i....
love
khalis.love
maslina.love
sarah.rai~
ms Flower ended @ 10:26 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
hello.
wednesday, todae, is quite tiring.
i slept jus now.. from 8 to 10 plus.
sooo tired.
but i like maths lesson.
so peace.
except the ending.
i just hate her la k.
duno why until now im still there.
lucky my
bestfriends around.
SAYANG u guys=D
n i still hate her.
i hate wad she said.
i like too
so long to accept that fact.
n u screwed it up.
screw u la _______.
bfb.=)
ms Flower ended @ 11:18 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
bloggy.
im so confused.
my bestfriends are telling me things i dunwan to know.
even one of my usual fren, whom i met after sch just now [i had ice kacang btw hehe].. said this thing.
im like feeling sucky lah.
isit my fault if its true.
wen i denied her, she said i dun trust friends.
im like 0_0.
if i trust wad they feel, its like so hard for me lah.
i dun wana tink bout this.
ms Flower ended @ 10:21 PM
harlow.
=)
i ought to do my maths tutorial.
my maths is like getting worst.
tata
ms Flower ended @ 7:49 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
i dun noe.
sometimes i feel im wrong about things.
n i feel awkward when people come to me telling things they could see but i cant.
maybe i do but i deny it.
when its like 3 people who are close to me, telling that fact straight into my face, i have no choice but to deny.
isit my fault that it may be true...
i cant tell and i wish i had some answers.
ms Flower ended @ 10:06 PM
hello bloggy.
lets count.
monday to sunday + today = 8 days.
haha 8 days magazine.. *lame*
k ah 8 days i nvr see him.
even when i dun see him for only 4 days, id miss him.
now is double the amount. tsk.
haha...
wish he would do welll for his tests.
dun flunk like me.
i bet he won flunk, he's one smart dude.
ouh, yesterday, i bought a colourful bedsheet.
its nice.
it makes me want to shift faster.
ok perhaps not.=S
tata.
ms Flower ended @ 8:25 AM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
i chose this skin because its nice? hehehehehe.
ouh rai how lame can u get.-_-"
nvm my bf thinks its
not lame. he tinks its
cute. or is he just trying to make me
feel better.. haha
niwoos.
i onli got 1 tutorial done.
lots more to go!
to my dearie,
if u reading this...
i miss u.
gd nite world.
sweet dreams.
dream a little dream of me...
ms Flower ended @ 10:39 PM
Friday, July 07, 2006
elooo.
went to khadijah's house.
helped her with her painting.
which is... getting better=)
we had to REDO the background.
cos her friends, i could safely say, Ruined it.
so we kinda repaired it, n now its 'wahla'.
hehe
no more uneven strokes.
no more white uneven spaces.
no more different different tones.
oh.
she said sumting.
a comment, actually.
she said i look slekeh todae.
she said she was shocked i wore tshirt n jeans.
then i said wads wrong with the 'attire'?.. i mean, its common.
she said there was just something wrong.[ade ade je...]
she said maybe its the shirt.
-_-"
hoooooooo. i cant be bothered.
no hard feelings.
shes my bestfriend, wad can i say. haha
ouh.
let me share this convo i had with a 2 grpmembers.
a chinese guy n a chinese girl.
we talk n talk n suddenly come to the BGR topic..
chinese girl: Y
chinese boy: E.
Y: aiyah... stupid la my ex
me: haha... how come break one?
Y: duno leh! suddenly ask for break one... never even tell me the reason..
me: ouhh ok...
Y: duno la... dun understand guys...
me: haha... ya... y sia no reason?-_-"
Y: duno leh...
E: i noe!
Y n me: y leh ?
E: aiya... k i tell u, if u want something, u go get it right?... then when u get already, wad happen, u dun appreciate oredi lor... simple.
Y n me: ouhh...[went on insulting guys. HAHA kidding]
hmmm...
real ah?
=)
i duno... ive heard so many things lah.but this one seem so logical. one that could like get in straight into your head.hehe.
better get my tutorials done.
tata.
Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
But in your dreams whatever they be,
dream a little dream of me.
good night.
ms Flower ended @ 8:44 PM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
boo!
hehe...
to that Someone,
did u know that your morning sms made me smile all the way in the bus?hehe=)
thx for wishing me luck for the maths test, but being a natural gendeng in that subject, i flunked it.totally. not even a pass.
and yah. i prefer not to see around.
i tend to see couples. it reminds me of me n him. but nah.. not really ah. i mean, unlike other.. erm partners, i think that me n my bf laughs alot. i dun really see that in other people.i duno . haha maybe im wrong to say that.
k i wana do my bio notes.its about HORMONES.
wad glucocorticoids and mineralcorticoids. -_-"
ouh. i love the testi. i hope he likes mine too =)
tata.
ms Flower ended @ 8:25 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
hiiiiiiiii.
i have maths test tmr.
i remember the formula.
c.c.a./b.a.bc/a=c/a x a/bwish me
luck.
man.
i miss u.+nite2+
ms Flower ended @ 10:35 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
why isit so
hard to say
byebye to booboo?
=(
its
funnyits only to himi kind of
realised1
happy happy day.
then
6 sad days.
6 or more.
the impact it has, God knows.
=)
ms Flower ended @ 11:09 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
tired la......
bt i had a
great day.
with my friends.
my my family members.
floorball was funnnn. i
didnt know the ball went inside the goal. nonethelsss, it was only a
drill. but yah.=)
im happy.
i hope sat n sun would go on
well.
met my sisters n mom at bugis.
where i waited for like nearly
an hr.
tsk.
shud hav gone to lib or sumting.
folo them buy clothes
yada-yada.
my mom bought for me stuffs too.
n i got
hairclips.
cute ah. =)
by the end of the day, my feet was so painful la.
like floorballin the morn then walk far far till nite.=S
kk.
i hope tmr would be nice.
insyaAllah.=)
tata
i wana slp
bye........
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 9:45 PM
