dozen thanks from me to you
for making me feel a whole lot better
when theres friends who could understand
its like one burden has gone off my shoulder

why is it now then i know
that there's someone in the same boat as me
but none the least i feel relieved
though im not fully free

to that person thanks alot
u made this such a meaningful journey
cos in times like this i can talk to u
it lessens my misery.

=)

its just the starting,
and not even a quarter yet,
but theres this part of me,
feeling a sense of regret

felt that im not doin this for me,
but for them whom i love most,
and when they asked if i did regret,
shook my head,a smile i posed

but sometimes i said to you,
jokingly said its quite hard for me,
u believed i was only kidding,
can't u tell im in misery..?

told me i didnt make a mistake, my choice is wise,
but why am i feeling that this is all a huge sacrifice?

feel so sorry i dun feel the same way as you do,
but when i c high hopes on your face, i hope i can pull through

last time i went against you,
and i did the right thing,
this time i listened but i never blamed u,
but i hope it would a blessing

u told me once again the choice made was a perfect one,
if u only know what im going through, a burden that weighs a ton

i know i shouldnt feel this way,
im so sorry that i do,
but none the least,
if God permits, i won't dissappoint you.

=)

they say love would eventually fade away
some people says its after sometime
some says it takes a couple of days

and some say claim love is no good
said that love would just break ur heart
n brings u down like nothing else could
so they told me dun fall in love cos u must commit
n u cant break the chain cos if u do, ull bleed.

and some believed love is not for real
said that most of the time its just another infatuation
or just something only one party feels
and one said to me u'll never know
if the person ure with now is the person u really love
told me watch n wait, and if love fades jus let it go

quite a number gave advice
age plays a part, and choice made must be wise
they said its no good if ure both just as old
they said it wont work out, thats was wad i was told

it saddens me when they these things
cos i would reflect and it would make me think
i tend to believe tho i hav no clue
if wad was said is really really true
is it true when they say its no good that you are the same age as me?
can they see through some things that i couldnt see?

but if its true these things they say..
why am i still with you today?.....