bloggy, =(
im so sad that booboo feels that way but what am i to do
no matter how hard i explain,its not gonna change anything cos its already embedded in his mind
but its not like that
its all jus bcus of me
cant u see that im the one who is getting what every 18 yr old girl would get and this treatment is just the same no matter who i am with
turst me, its a normal phase with any other girl but perhaps i get it more maybe due to the huge age gap
what u tink is not all true, or perhaps none is true
ure just assuming it or just feeling it somewhat like a misunderstanding
please dun feel that way i beg u
ure really making me stressed

buhbye

rai~

wah. compared to people around e, my life is so boring
mas n sarah is working at FI as ushers n im SO DAMN JEALOUSED LA BEB
how can u stand 50 m away from the track and watch the cars "viewwwwwwwwwwww!!" haha booboo wud noe wads that sound effect ='(
im so jealoused !
i watch the rpactice session on tv n im like =(, so cool man.
takper
nanti keje kite bole get tickets untuk next 4 years nighterace ah!
booboo, awak blanje NYAHAHAHAHAHAHA

some people are so sad rite now
some people so sibuk with rayer
but me
im feeling very ordinary
wah lucky booboo will entertain me shopping later
buhbye

rai~

bloggy.. =) im very busy nowadays. buhbye!

we've been fasting for 19 days already. very fast. n yay ill meet my hunnybunny and all the other hunnies as well. but how i wish i work full day tdae cos the meeting time is at 5 and i end at 12....
boring!!!

bubye

thank God its friday seriously
but the thing is, its stil morning, ill have to wait till the end of the day so tat i could be bestfriends again with my bolster till morning
now tats pleasure =D
n my whole right arm right to the chest muscles are sore due to standing up and running full blood count samples, endlessly
when u thought one batch was over, another one comes up
until i took a chair n run teh samples haha

im soo sleepy

bubye
rai~

yesterday after work, booboo surprised me at the bus stop. awwwwwwww

it was a nice outing but damn it now im so slpy. =(

bubye

rai~

im very tired and i hav no mood to do reflections or ''short notes''.


niwae i break-fast with booboo ydae after he helped me do some arts n craft
so ok i picked the correct person to help me
i didnt know he was meticulous as to cut flowers with difficult edges in the exact same outline
or maybe im the one hu hate details
yes i hate details and i dun noe how come i can tahan with all that counting of chromosome bands for my major project
its an eye straining prcess and sometimes u'd wonder if u have to consider that band two bands or jus one band on the chromsomes
and all that squinting of the eye usually leaves me dizzy and then i'd look like a zombie
but at the end of they day
when i'd go home, sometimes id bump into zhen ling or neela or ka hang hu will share with me some funny stuff and being someone who laughs easily, my headache would go away hehe

so yes
booboo yesterday didnt wana eat burger king
when i was craving for mushrm swiss =(
so we were battling against each other saying
''burger king.... da lamer tak makan..."
"nasi goreng kampong... da berbulan tak makan"
"my one da satu abad tak makan ah"
"my one milennium!"
"bedek ah. tsk!"

hahaha usualy rite we'll be clueless of where to eat (during non fasting month) but now yesterday both of us are hard-headed pigs haha

so then after he helped me do my ats and craft, we had to go to the old woodlands area there, yes yes the one with sheng siong, to buy his mom's curtain thingy
so otw there
we fought
hahaha
but it was funny
cos even though we were sitting far away from each other in the bus
we stil sms
hahaha
and then after some squabbling
i gav in and said ''oklah we eat ur nasi goreng kampong ok?''
"ok"

hahahahahaha! see! see how much he can change his mind when in comes to food? i was like tersengih when he replied 'ok' cos before that he was very angry
haahaha

but then
the nasi goreng kampong ok-ok oni
so after some misunderstanding, onli one nasi came to us instead of 2
so yeah he bought hor fun and it was full of msg
haha
tula! mamam burger king kan lagi sedap
told ya!

oklah i have to do my stuff tata

rai~

slamat berpuase noh! hahaha
mcm minah kelatay.. haha ok stop it

fasting month is here bt it doesnt feel so u noe
maybe bcus i havent been to bazaar,but nt as if i hav to go shopping
ill jus use the baju i use for my sis's wedding cos firstly, i dunwan to waste my mom's money and second, why wud i nid so many bajus?
but for my mom, its a different story, i tink they're a a couple of dozens of bajus that she has been stacking up in her tiny wardrobe and still, she just tailored some, like some Datin whose gt a walk-in wardrobe. well i guess, even when ure older, girls just wana look good haha

so yes
i haven been fasting for hte first two days of puasa but ill be fasing tmr
but apart from the colleagues opening up a conversation about raya clothes n all, i hardly feel like its Ramadhan
cos u noe why. in my head, all thats goig through my mind is MAJOR PROJECT, WORKBOOK, LOGBOOK.
lots of things to do and here i am blogging
well u cant blame me, im so damn tired u noe, my eyes can close anytime soon but not to worry workbook will be updated in a jiffy with doctor's handwriting =D hehe

so yeps tat about it
i have to get started with the workbook
kepada semua umat islam di mana jua anda berada, selaamat menjalani ibadah puase
e'eh mcm deejay haha
tata

rai~

sry im gona tok about food hehe

ydae booboo eat ice cream until comot bt i just find it so cute =)

n i had a nice time gng out with mas sarah wana asmara n wani on saturday. i miss u all =D buhbye!

ps: booboo, puasa time i can stil call u 'sayang' rite? hehe