too many setbacks
sumtimes it seems likes theres too much to take
when words hit like shiny sharp needles
like a prick, then u bleed
and no one can see it

how i see hatred fill u
ur mind
but not ur heart
how sumtimes it feels insane
then u wonder why u start

when u feel its the time
the right moment to forsake
then think again
never should it happen
cos the mind is not trained

the mind
it never would stop thinking
and the heart
might not ease breathing
always longing
n u'd wonder how fatigue could never rule them

and i see myself
all this foolishness
obscuring
the love, the sparkle
in ur eyes, everything




bt now im thankful.
i love u. buhbye.

rai~