bloggy. ):

nk tau tak bloggy, kite sedih + annoyed + i duno how to describe how im feeling.
i knew it was gona affect me sooner or later n i know im gona blurt it out,
cos why, cos i remember
but i didnt know it was going to be now
i thought i could handle it when this happens,
and even though its not to a very very huge extent, i duno why ive been having this glum feeling that nvr goes away
it was nvr this hard
its dreadful and it is simply hard to forget

):

rai~