dear sweetheart,

this entry is especially for you.=)

i want to say that i hope u enjoyed your birthday outing yesterday,
even though it was rather simple.

i hope u liked ur lunch. your cake, or rather, your brownie. your presents.
most important of all, i hope u enjoyed yourself.
because i really did enjoy myself.
seeing you,
walking with you,
holding your hand,
kidding around,
teasing each other,
i really like to be with you =)

n even though it was your birthday,
u nvr fail to make my day,
telling me how u think about me from time to time throughout the day,
its really sweet of you.


on the other hand,
be thankful to God u're now 18.
as for me, i can believe that now, u're now 18
but
i find it quite difficult to absorb that in a few years time,
we'll be receiving diplomas n start working.

i find that that we're growing up so fast so soon.

however,
i wish that u can live your life to the fullest,
withstand any obstacle that u must go through,
and at the end of the day,
be satisfied with the outcomes of your hard work.

you've got alot of potenial,
so please don't waste it.
u can have a great future.=)

n lastly,
even though im not a relgious person in nature,
i do pray for you,
n i hope He always remind me to always pray for you,
each night, before i go to bed.
ill always pray that He protect the people i love, that would include you.
and sometimes i would pray that we will be together.
and sometimes even, knowing that anything is possible, i pray to Him that if its fate that we cant be together, i hope that he would seperate us in a way that wont hurt either of us.
i wouldnt want u to get hurt.

i love you dear, with all my heart=)

sweetheart, i don't think anybody can ever replace you.

much love,
rai~