random.=)

when the load feels heavy on your shoulder and the tunnel never seems to have an end, one could only wish there would be a beam of light. but one never believed or thought there would be one. they would forget though once they see it, some remembers, maybe one or two, its rare.

might be the same old pattern, but en entirely larger, different, serious scale. not that it wasnt so serious before. just that thoughts come in deep. and to view it from a different perspective, to have to act a role you're not used to altogether, it never seems easy, and no one said it would be either. it isnt really something u had in mind, or perhaps, it was the last thing on your list.
but to tell yourself its all in the mind, so be calm, so time pass and nothing.
those three needles moving from one digit to another, passing all twelve, as if poking at u, and you feel the sneering.
you wonder where it would be or what, or is tehre none? but you know, patience is virtue.


hehe.


tata


rai~