Saturday, September 30, 2006
6.57am.
i cant sleep.
that explains why im
here...
my rashes are getting
better thanks to
calamine lotion!hehe
okay
i didnt take my med this morning.
it makes me mabok,
literally.
it causes insomnia, i think.
=D
so last night..
i thought of my
lower sec sch days.
n i suddenly rmb-ed about that _____ relationship i got into.
4 years pass and i realise how much my
thinking has changed.
it was such an awful [but amusing?] decision made.
which made me realise i had
awesome, helpful friends.yet,
its an experience i shall
never forget, haha.
first love.riteeeeeeeeee.more to first
relationship disaster.haha....
and its funny
i wasnt really heartbroken.
not much pain.
it was just fury, i guess, cos the aftermath realli took me
downhill.
but its really funny once u tink back.
n hey,
up till now,
i still dun know what he looks like,
perhaps its better this way.
not that im realli bothered.hahaXD.now its amusing how
blur i was when i was young.
perhaps, 10 years down the road, ill reflect again and laugh at how blur i am when im 16
.[then, i would think about relationship with booboo..haha. i wonder how i will look at it]hey,it happens to everybody.
=)
i hate it when my eyes is blinking2, to try n sleep but my mind wont
.......
ok
to booboo:
u send me an sms 12 plus rite dear?
it was soo style.
know why?
i was lying on my bed, not sleeping.
then i had this sudden trigger to check my handphone.
i wasnt expecting any msg.
but then, one second after i unlocked my phone,
ur sms appeared.
=D
it was so style.
then i wanted to call u.. since i cant sleep.
but hey, da lama nvr hear from u, u know. hehe.
then i felt that u might be busy or u might be in the middle of counting sheeps, as in, on the verge of sleeping.
so okay, i didnt ring you.
=)
which after that,
i remembered waking up for another hour... locking n unlocking my handphone, to check the time.. till 1.16 am.
until,
eventually,
and surprisingly,
i entered dreamland.
booboo dear,i miss you,so much,that u dont know,cos i rarely let it show,and for all those messages, thank youit feels nice,to know,im being missed too.=)ok tata
rai~
ms Flower ended @ 7:03 AM
