its just the starting,
and not even a quarter yet,
but theres this part of me,
feeling a sense of regret

felt that im not doin this for me,
but for them whom i love most,
and when they asked if i did regret,
shook my head,a smile i posed

but sometimes i said to you,
jokingly said its quite hard for me,
u believed i was only kidding,
can't u tell im in misery..?

told me i didnt make a mistake, my choice is wise,
but why am i feeling that this is all a huge sacrifice?

feel so sorry i dun feel the same way as you do,
but when i c high hopes on your face, i hope i can pull through

last time i went against you,
and i did the right thing,
this time i listened but i never blamed u,
but i hope it would a blessing

u told me once again the choice made was a perfect one,
if u only know what im going through, a burden that weighs a ton

i know i shouldnt feel this way,
im so sorry that i do,
but none the least,
if God permits, i won't dissappoint you.

=)