its wad i feel.=)

2011-12-04T08:02:00.001+08:00

Bloggy!

Im going off to krabi today. Shall be back by thursday,Insya'Allah.

Ydae i met booboo for the last time before my trip and before his field camp (i bet he cant wish me tmr:( but its ok) and boy am i gona miss him. Btw i had a funny convo with him at burger king.

Me: hey. Wad if i go krabi den i dont come back?:)
Him: :( nanti kite sedihhh lahh:(
Me: haha ah ye. Sedih sedih next day gf lain haha
Him: no dear.... one day after that:P

Hahahahahha mintak kene cubit.

Cant bliv im finally going today! After 6 months of preparation, bookings and surveying. All i wish is for a sAfe trip for the six of us girls. Oh tok abt girls, i cud tell that my dad is worried as to whom
Im going with....

Dad: *looks at me awkwardly* kau gi thailand.... Brape hari?
Me: sampai thursday
Dad: kau pegi ngan... Sape?
Me: ade boyfriend
Dad: *about to say smth*
Me: haha! Girls la. We all 6 girls dont worry
Dad: (hiding his relieve) ah.. Kau blom kahwin...

Wahahahaha my mum asked too but she cud hide her worry better than my dad haha. Niwae they both balik kmpong n they gave me birthday money before that. Im rich! Hahaha!

Oklah bloggy. Pray for my safe return k?
I wont blog nimore til thurs. Hehe mahal la bloggy i tak kaye.

K bye bloggy.muah!

Rai~

2011-12-02T06:51:00.001+08:00

Im up bloggy! Felt so guilty if i didnt do subuh today.

Niwae, holidays are here. Protected time started exactly yesterday and we've got 16 more days to go.

2 more days and im off to Krabi island with my aed girls hehe!

And in 5 hrs time, shall be meeting wana, mas and khalis and we're off spending ringgits in jb. Nt me spending actualli, wana n mas wants to treat me to dim sum at Pacific hotel which realli looks awesome from the foodblog. Its an 'all-u-can-eat' at rm 36++ kind of banquet and we're all so excited, well at least i am!

And in 3 days time, i will be turning 22 bloggy! Very fast isn't it? shall talk abiut it more once khalis brings me out to birthday outing on the tenth. I sympathise him, having to cope with my birthday outing and our anni outing (Insya'Allah) the following week and he'got just one day to create a handmade gift for our anni (actualli,for me) cos he is in camp the rest of the time and i guess the rules are, u never make ur mushy anni present in front of your bunkmates haha.

Having said that, I gotta make a handmade gift as well and was so inspired by a bachelorette's party gift of a fren.(cant say hu, scared khalis interrogate haha) and with him being in charge of dinner and i, activities for our anni day, i was at first in absolute dilemma because singapore is just too small and a six yr rship does not leave you with much places you have not explored. Even so, i am more or less decided on the activity. It would honestly cost me a bomb but ultimately, wads $XXX when it comes to ur loved ones. Shall not disclose more:)

Ouh bloggy. Im accepted into unisim hehehe so excited to learn all this it design stuff. May be new to it and i may nt emerge top but i surely knoe this will be something i would gladly pay to enjoy. Im paying myself bloggy, and im so proud to announce this hehe. Two aed girls are also embarking on this learning journey with me, mira and eza. And eza is in the same course.:) they're paying for themselves too. I guess rezeki is good and may it be never the lesser, Insya'Allah.

Rai~

2011-08-27T22:06:00.001+08:00

I thought it only happens in movies but wen booboo did it at the dinner table, unexpectedly, ouh it was a lovely feeling. Sayang my booboo.

Ps. Raya is in 2 days! Weeeee

Rai~

2011-08-13T09:06:00.001+08:00

Bloggy. I dun like khalis:( he says im
A shopaholic wen i said i wana buy coach large wristlet for raya. I dun buy coach wristlet every now and then! N my current coach one is a gift and its too small to fit my phone. Wherelse the one i saw is classic black sateen with a compartment to fit phone and duit raye and wadnots. He said 'save money to invest'. BUMMER. Nw i cant buy cos his voice is always (annoyingly) ringing in my head sayin 'ure a shopaholic. Shop shop shoppp oni'...

On a lighter note, i had a cute convo with a pupil i nicknames ms mushroom head:
'ms rai, wad do want as present? For teachers day. I buy for u'
'hmmmm k can i get a car?:D'
'WAH! THAT ONE I CANOT EH!'

Haha kecoh ah this mushroom head girl. Ok boiboi!

2011-08-13T09:05:00.001+08:00

2011-07-24T23:28:00.001+08:00

:(:(:(

2011-07-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

I duno why but booboo is so likable these days. He always tolerate me petty fights wen i pms and he will nvr put up a fight for long. And at esplanade, jus wen i was beginning to be sad bcus of smth, he gave in and we didnt fight at all. I wish we can always be like this:)
for everything that he does and for all his compromise, i love booboo.

Rai~

2011-07-16T21:36:00.001+08:00

I miss those times when u only got a boyfriend and everything seemed... Perfect.

2011-07-15T00:06:00.001+08:00

Dun read if u dun like lovey dovey entries. :)

Why i love booboo:
1. He will carry my grocery shopping cos he noes my feet hurts
2. He send me home altho he's damn tired
3. He says im pretty even when i did not have time to put on make up. Heh

But i dun like it when he pinches me hard on the cheeks because he said that he cannot stand me:( haha ok byebye.

2011-07-04T09:28:00.001+08:00

I like my new nickname from booboo. Its 'chantique' hehe k bye!

2011-07-03T11:41:00.001+08:00

I'd carry on,
This path i chose
For i know none
That's better
A step at once,
Never too quickly
Though half of it
Might falter
Which half,
not known
Thru time
It had grown
Could it be
one or
the other.
Hurt not deny
It hunts me slow
Within
An ocean
of misery
Through this
Only path
What could unfold,
Let time then
Tell the story.

2011-06-26T22:41:00.001+08:00

I have the best bf cos with what little he has, he always make my day. Two days ago, he gave me a treat to cirque eloize which i very well know burned his pocket. And today, we had a little talk about his future options, the possible paths, the risks of it all and whatnots. Mapping them out one by one, how pleased i was (actualli still am) to hear that hey, im actualli in hehe. K i wont say too much, shall not jinx it and keep the pleasant note to myself. Thank u God for the sweet priceless pleasures.

Rai~

2011-06-22T10:04:00.001+08:00

Im damn sick and tired of ppl hu post about their lovey dovey relationship on facebook, when they are fighting and when they patch up. Its annoying to the max!!!!!

2011-06-14T14:19:00.001+08:00

Another 3 hours and all i wana know is that u're safe.:( Amin.

Holidays is here!

2011-06-10T00:41:00.001+08:00

My long awaited june hols are here ive oredi spent a night in batam and there goes part of my savings wahahaha. Shame on me for not having a budget plan last month. Too complacent and now ill have to work on a strict budget. I learn that one must NEVER, i repeat, one is FORBIDDEN not to not have a budget plan at any cost. batam trip and ks and baju raye all at once, what was i thinking haha. But its ok mid yr bonus will allow me to recover the damages. Actualli i hate my calculator-like mind. Its not accurate tho, but it just mentally calculates (to the nearest zero) without me wanting to and before u know it, id realise i have a ridiculous 'overdraft' :/.

Ok i shall not talk about money animore hehe. Batam trip was mundane to be honest but dun get me wrong, its just the place thats a little uninteresting i should say but i truly enjoyed the company of my frens. Highlights of the trip was the trip to huge nagoya mall which is vast to say the least. Even so, its just like a bugis street in a mall with prices jacked up for tourists. A tunic i like costs $27 and that was supposed to be discounted price. Even my dp top is cheaper during a sale. That night too, we had a 45 min taxi ride to golden prawn seafood kelong place for dinner. To be honest, the food was so-so and i just liked te butter prawns. The grilled fish (supposedly) was like ikan goreng my mom cook. the taste i mean. Hahaha. And sotong sambal, dun try it, damn weird, i swallowed them fast cos i didnt wana waste food waahhaha. And of course the purpose of the visit was to check out the spa. The outdoor setting of curtained mini rooms in the middle of the pond realli impressed me but how damn sad i was wen i was led into some indoor normal room to have my massage session. Turns out that the gorgeous curtained mini rooms were for honeymooners spa session. Damns. Hahaha
Niwae the massage was average. Think ive had better experiences before where after the massage, ud feel like ur body is lighter and u just feel better. But not at harris spa. Id giv it 6/10. If they had massaged me at those pretty curtained rooms, den it'd be 7 hahaha:D
At the end of it all, my frens and i were quite puzzled as to where our money had gone to. These rupiahs are realli not my area of experitise. 60k would mean $6, something like that and one fren had changed $100 but she couldnt figure out where did all her money go to hahaha. At the hotel we were all scratching our heads thinking aloud 'ape aku beli?' haha. So yea turns out that things in batam are not cheap after all. The price of thinga there are about the same as sgd, to be fair.
So yea tats about it. If i were to go batam again, it wouldnt br harris cos the spa is a huge downside. But harris has got so many other activities which are pricey actualli. So no to harris again. Hehe

And just now i had a phone call with booboo. We realised that its been so log since we talk crap late into the night cos we're just too busy and i need to wake up early for work etc. Actualli he called cos he lost his phone. I noe, chey. Hahaha but its quite sweet of him, considering he isnt well to begin with. :) take care booobooo, be sihat soon and we can jalan2 hohand together:)

Rai~

2011-05-17T10:12:00.001+08:00

'eh u got new pimple' *looks delightedly at my pimple*
'ya....'
'the pimple makes u look cute!:D'
'-.-'

Mamat ni da takde idea nak bbual agaknye.

2011-05-15T20:31:00.001+08:00

Bloggy i got migraine. God knows why.

2011-05-11T21:16:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow will be a longggg day at work, working our ass off like a factory worker literally and i wonder if we cud finish tho doubt it. So tired!!! Bye bloggy. Booboo stil in stupid field camp and will oni come back tmr. Bugger. Im so cranky now byebye.

2011-05-10T22:34:00.001+08:00

Booboo is having field camp and i miss him alot!:( usually he would sms me alot alot but when theres no reception, i feel like i have no boyfriend:(. now i miss outings with him when he would suddenly kiss my forehead for nothing. I miss booboo. Boiboi.

2011-05-10T22:31:00.001+08:00

The weather is so hot i feel that im in malaysia once more.

2011-05-09T09:03:00.001+08:00

Bloggy! I think God showed me a piece of heaven ydae night.
I dreamt of visiting a fren of dad's house and it was so beautiful. The view was just stunning, you could see lotsa airplanes landing n taking off above the panoramic sea and theres a bridge which u could walk on and hop onto the main island, singapore (i noe, singapore? Boring haha) and u cud walk to esplanade not too far away. Ok my description realli isnt doing justice to the view i saw but whoa its just stunning. My dad's fren must be bloody rich. Haha ok byebye!!!!

2011-05-07T02:21:00.001+08:00

Bloggy! Im done packing for balik kampong tmr.:) its 2am and my eyes can hardly open but i stil wana write a happy entry.

For some reason goodness knows what, booboo treated me dinner today! Hehe sooo happy. Thank you again booboo, its very unexpected but sweet of u:). I chose swensens cos im a little bored of pizza hut altho they have a new menu etc cos wadever it is, we'll stil order the same old thing which is aglio olio. Haha i know, not very adventurous. He had some teriyaki pasta which turned out sweet. Haha teriyaki rite but yah i dun quite like sweet tasting food. Now that we've visited yureka teppanyaki and been given all dishes with only one flavour, sweetness, i feel that my tastebuds which taste sweetness has had enough. Nothing sweet for the next two weeks for me but i made bubble tea an exception heh!

Booboo and i have been experimenting the different common bubble teas like koi, gong cha, cup walker and i tasted share tea. From each shop, we had thr basic milk tea with pearl n here's thr verdict:

In first place, koi with its tiny chewy pearls which gave it an edge over gong cha cos the milk tea was somewhat similar. Gong cha comes in second with rich flavour but sad to say, we find the pearls a little hard. Cup walker, hmmm cant be compared actualli cos we always jus buy puddig milk tea. Okok he will buy and ill drink more than half n he gets angry hahahahahah. Share tea, hmmmm like mas said, tastes like lipton tea with less sugar but thats bcus i asked for 50% sugar cos from experience,70% sugar from gong cha is too sweet for my liking so yea.

Haha wadahel am i rambling ni. Have to sleep now n go voting n balik kmpg tmr! Byebye!!!!!

Ill miss boobooo!

2011-04-30T09:24:00.001+08:00

No matter how nice they can be for one second, a bitch always remain a bitch.

2011-04-28T08:08:00.001+08:00

Bloggy. U noe. I just love my booboo. :)

Boi!

2011-04-10T09:58:00.001+08:00

Bloggy!
After a stressful week at work, i finally had some laughs at dinner with the guys, khalis n frens ydae.
All i noe is all of us had a good time teasing khalis. Cos after a moment of silence, he asked some weird starter question which led to another awkward silence cos i think no one knew how to answer it. Afterwhich ali said 'cricket cricket' hahaha now, tats funny. I feel a little guilty not replying him at least but i think its more fun to tease him! MUAHAHAHA.

Oh. Taufiq bought me a book. We were at kinokunya and khalis said to him that he wanted this '92 ways to talk and improve relationships', something like that, as a present (taufiq asked him to choose a present). Then all the guys were teasing him about buying the book in front of me cos the title seems to give the idea of techniques to approach woman or smth, u get the idea. Even i was like 'okaeeeee', haha. Den taufiq offered To buy for me the book i was eyeing on as well cos he claimed that he owed me a present. He was so persistent and then with my malu2-kucing face, i went 'heh, bole eh?' hahaha. Actualli i wanted to buy it but thinking that i have an 'overdraft' of $70 this month, i cudnt afford to. So yah, botth khalis n me gt books for freeeeee:D niwae khalis later explained that the book he bought was on how successful people communicate their way through etc. So yea nothing to worry about him approaching other girls. Hahaha

So dinner was simple but nonetheless delicious. Its wad vintage delicafe never fail to do. Ive just been there twice but already the waiter recognise us, khalis n me, and there were damn friendly and altho the food came late (which they already informed us abt), i think no one left their plate unfinished.

N yea, khalis wore military jacket ydae! Haha i was like erm, mesmerised. Hahaha. God, his butt will kembang reading this. Haha. Kla kla wont say animore. Mamat tu pantang dipuji. Later wen i meet him surely he'll go 'u tulis blog u mesmerised eh? Hehehe', tersengih sengih at the same time, which, realli makes me roll my eyes n think of another topic damn quick. Haha okla i wana mandi. Buhbye!

2011-04-09T09:48:00.001+08:00

Bloggy
My head is so heavy from the beginning of yday till tdae. I drank water, lots of it but nth chgs. Haiz. Bye bloggy.

2011-04-05T23:22:00.001+08:00

Bloggy. Today was one of those days u feel like u wana disappear and start the day over. Like some computer game.
It sucks wen im told by a stranger of an embarassing thingy which i shall not mention here. Altho i would consider myself half lucky actualli. And things that happened in the classroom today are so terrible that it just reminds me all over again why i dislike that part of my job. God, dun get me wrong, im thankful to have this halal job. Just that on days like this, challenges wear me down and if not for those adorable kids during the next class who at least were quite well behaved for a last period class, i think i would have had a migraine. At least they were not disrespectful, to say the least.
Better sleep now. Goodnight.

Rai~

2011-04-04T23:22:00.001+08:00

Bloggy.

Booboo isnt himself lately cos hes down with the common bug. I miss the funny merepek bf side of him:( now i cant disturb him oredi.

U noe bloggy. My BIG kate spade bag is arriving at the end of the week. Hehe. I cant wait bloggy. Although i worry a little that i would not like it very much cos im not a huge fan of big bags. So yeah now i await the call from zawana to collect our bags haha.

On to something less pleasant, my u-noe-hu is again pissing me off quite abit lately. Always asking me to eat and eat more. It isnt my fault right that i have a high metabolism. If ure not satisfied with how skinny i am, den i cant help u. Seriously i cant be bothered to even reply u on this matter.

Oklah bloggu gotta sleep. Ouh bloggy u noe wad. I kept within budget this month. Well almost. I have an 'overdraft' of $20 (in this case, overdraft means the amount i accidentally spend from savings) but tats bcus i just must buy working shoes and everyone noes u cant skimp on shoes or ur feet will hurt. Moreover, there are 4 ppl celebrating bdae next month and that will need some revision on thr budget plan on my part. So might as well shop this month. Hehe oklah ill stop giving excuses to shop. Haha bubye!

Rai-

2011-03-12T18:18:00.001+08:00

Im realli tired bloggy.
Awaiting hurts bloggy, everytime.
Ill nvr get used to it.
And ive made up my mind that i wont wait anymore.
Bye bloggy.

2011-02-24T08:57:00.002+08:00

blogggy

i have not updated u (for the purpose of not venting my anger) for the longest time

i've been pretty occupied, which is a good thing but am not getting sufficient rest recently. cos my bestie's bdae is coming up, khalis bdae too and once im done present hunting for one person, the next gift needs to be settled. so tdae i must go out again, to buy khalis present (again) haha. i say again cos actually he oredi got a pair of sunglasses (in january? it was 40% off, cudnt help it) which is a tad too early present and i feel obliged to get him another little gift (no this wont cost hundreds, i cant afford to) to make his birthday dinner sort of complete with a closure.

that being said, im quite apprehensive to whether his upper person would let him go off earlier on his birthday. he said that person just laughed off the idea. khalis said everybody must book out together at 8. why should they? -.- i mean, its his birthday. you've got a whole load of other sergeants or wadeva his rank is now.its just one person. :( and i wana bring that person to dinner:(.

on the bright side, i got khadijah, my little sister [actually shes just two months younger] a lovely gift yday. rusy accompanied me. im hoping she still likes that brand.

niwae, rusy is the ultimate shopping catalyst. noe wad a catalyst is? a synonym would be an inducer. thus, she induces the splurging activity everytime i meet her and it isnt a good thing. Going out with rusy only once a month would suffice or perhaps, if the frequency need be increased, the nets card should stay at home. haha. honestly, people like zawana and rusy makes khalis upset haha which is actually a funny thing. wen im out with him, i hardly shop. Reason being, i need to save for his birthday. perhaps him standing right in front of me serves as a reminder of the amount that needs to be untouched. but wen its rusy or zawana, its a totally different story. rusy will go 'yes i think u should get it' / 'lawa!!!!'/ 'n the lenght is long! oh my god' when she sees a pretty dress. zawana will go 'forever 21 sak, 20plus je'/ 'ya cantik. kau bole la rai'. when i ask her opinion if the top is too over the top or aniting. but khalis, he will go 'lawa lawa lawa! buy buy!' which actually shuns me from buying hahaha! khalis must learn the art of being a shopping catalyst from zawana/rusy so as not to get upset in the future hahaha

oh my goodness this entry is crap hahaha

byebye

2011-02-21T20:36:00.001+08:00

Im sick n tired of my dad telling me that im too skinny n i must eat more n he has read about some girls who dont eat and they end up dead. Goodness. Im not aneroxic okay! SO MANY TIMES oredi my mum told him that i eat like normal. He just dont believe it i guess. I eat 3 meals a day ok. Sometimes 4. Morning breakfast, school tea time during break, lunch and dinner. Sometimes theres no room for tea break but i stuff myself with redondo while doing work. How can he think that im eating too little. Must i sit down in front of him and show him that im eating 2 plates? Its really getting on my nerves cos once he starts he dont stop and i cant bear it but just shut myself in the room. Thin people are as sensitive as fat ppl u noe. Noe that? We do everything we can n nth chg. Geddit.

Im so angry bloggy. Boiboi.

2011-02-13T01:57:00.001+08:00

U noe bloggy...

Those words yesterday, they sting. N there's no antidote for it.

2011-02-06T17:05:00.001+08:00

I guess its true. 'Too much of anything os not good for you' know why? Today i was pretty happy so i kept on applying my ted baker stuff on my facr and God, now i look like a tranS. HAHA

2011-02-04T23:14:00.001+08:00

Bloggy, my eyes are swollen cos i cant stop crying:'( and i cant sleep...

2011-02-04T22:47:00.001+08:00

Despite finishing my antibiotics, It's still quite painful bloggy :( boiboi.

2011-02-02T20:12:00.001+08:00

Bloggy. I wana go home.

2011-02-01T12:36:00.001+08:00

Bloggy!! I jus finished visiting the doctor n i was right! The diagnosis is a little disgusting but wth, it does happen. Despite that, i asked the doc whether its ok to go swimming and he said non-chalantly 'shouldnt be a problem' and that sent me beaming all the way til i get out of his room hahaha.
Yay im gng swimming later! Weeeeee~

2011-01-30T18:35:00.001+08:00

Bloggy. I cant stand the smell of ppl who didnt bath (or wadeva that they didnt do or did). The smell gimme headache bloggy!!!

2011-01-29T16:40:00.001+08:00

Bloggy. Ive been longing to tell u this. I feel that im wasting my life away. I think i wana take up a deg, and fast. I dunwana feel that i have not achieved anything 10 years down the road. Ill read up. Im even considering UM u noe bloggy. Its cheaper bt duh its far. Bloggy, i dunwan my life to be stagnant. I mean i am thankful but i just wana do more so that my future is more stable. Hehe ye ye je rai. Bt realli bloggy i wana study. Boi bloggy!

2011-01-26T22:58:00.001+08:00

Im a failure at taking mental notes for once smth is noted, the memory of it would last a minute or maybe at most two. Some people have minds like a checklist with unticked boxes beside each note and they arent at peace unless those boxes are ticked mentally. Unfortunately my mind doesnt work that way. Upon reading horoscopes about my starsign, i get uneasy wen i read that it is believed that ppl born under my starsign are laid back, unmotivated etc. So u get the picture. It kind of worries mr to the extent that i take measures at work so as not to have a stacked up pile of pending resources,decos and whatnots. So far, im pretty on track hehe. This year, i must get rid of procastination. So thats my new yesr resolution after giving it a long thought.
Furthermore, i believe everyone should treasure their job (whether they like it or not) for its the halal rezeki placed on your plate and whatever God gave u, its the best and if you're patient, it will be better. Insya'Allah.

On a lighter note, i gotta note down things for tomorrow's shopping trip(cos someone will be there to carry for me heh)

- sunsilk , redondo (one for the office. One more actually hahaha) , something for my mortal , chocs for office (merci!), kit kats.

Ok byebye!! My dear is back and awwww he called me:) so nice even tho he's exhausted. Ok bye!!!

Rai~

2011-01-26T21:30:00.001+08:00

Im gona meet y dear tmr so tdae i gotta apply the under eye mask! Hehe byebye

2011-01-25T17:56:00.001+08:00

I wana have my bf beside me too!:(

2011-01-24T23:08:00.001+08:00

Hey my eyelash dropped! Perhaps he miss me too:)

Byebye bloggy. Gd night!

2011-01-24T20:00:00.001+08:00

Bloggy... I miss my dear. When i read back out smses, i think im the only gf tat can tahan him cos he is so slenger hahaha.

Ydae i had a picnic at ecp with him (i cooked btw! Haha guided by my mum la) . If i cooked myself, perhaps he would stop at 1st suap. Hahaha

We waited for sunset but couldnt figure out where the sun was! I thought it was a standard kind of thing, sun at the horizon kind of picture bt hu am i kidding, we're in sg sia hahaha so the whole time we were jus a nerdy babs couple reading the paper (sounds v pakcik rite) and eating n munching and my halfway eaten yan yan was infested by ants! I was so sad cos i havent eaten yan yan in a long time n worst, he ate my yan yan more yan yan than me! (haha ok the last one's a lie)

So he managed to pursue me to go jogging at ecp with him next week. Cos why? Cos i only agreed if he'd buy for me a jogging gear. Which actually, i thought would refrain him from pestering me further (and give me some peace) but he actually agreed to the condition. Dren i tried to talk about how untrained my stamina is n i looked ard at joggers passing to show an example.

Then i pointed to a mat salleh with a steadt speed 'i think my speed will be like that only' den he 'ok what. Bole'. Den on 2nd thot, i pointed to another jogger, jogging a little slower n said maybe tats my speed and he had no pro with that either. Den i was running out of examples so i pointed to a man in white and said to kobis 'ha! My speed will be like that only!' and i was replied by a smack wen he saw that the white guy was walking hahahahaha

Oh yes. My kakak wen to bali n got me a very cute aquamarine tunic top! Yay! Hehe.

N tonite, ill have to pack! Cos im gona go swimming at wdlds! With my two lovelies, mas n wana. Cant wait!!!! Haha swimming n gossips n perhaps sushi? I miss eating sushi! Byebye bloggy.

I jus hope my dear is doing ok for theres no way to gey news from him:(

Byebye

2011-01-22T07:16:00.001+08:00

Bloggy.i cant fall back to sleep.

Jus a few updates.

Due to the revised zodiac listing, i am no longer saggitarius bt now ophichius. Haha! N pretty much just abt everybody i noe is affected too. Like kobis is now aquarius cos of the shift of the dates. Cool eh. Bt i wonder if it affects someone in any way. As in a zodiac change wudnt mean u chg personality to suit the requisites of the new zodiac haha tats jus unlogical. Haha ok wen im sleepy i talk rubbish.

Okla i tink im gng to fall aslp again byebye:

2011-01-21T09:29:00.002+08:00

bloggy dearest, ive completed most of my paperwork so im quite free. (and also bored to death) :)

niwae, ydae's outing was just, plain romantic.

nah no expensive dinner or fancy flowers (haha u cant expect the flowers from a 5 yr long rship niwae :P. everyone noes that). nothing like that.

i just like it when after he teases me and i get pissed and eventually sulk, and after his laughter dies down, he would look at me for a long time den rub my hair (like im 5 yrs old) then sigh and smile and then hold hands. hehe i just think its cute

okla byebye

2011-01-19T23:14:00.001+08:00

No matter how upset or pissed i get with this guy, it seems that i will still miss him abit. A tiny percentage. A weakness on my part bt i guess its a norm.

N i guess that catchphrase in that hindustan movie is right afterall. Mind u, i aint a fan of the hero vs 10 guys bt hero stil wins kind of drama mama hahaha. But this phrase, is too meaningful to be forgotten.

'Love is when u cant live with that someone but neither can u live without him'

Sweet right. Boiboi.

2011-01-16T15:08:00.001+08:00

Bloggy. Aftr talking to andika, ive got jus the thing! Yay!!!!!!!!!

2011-01-16T15:07:00.001+08:00

Bloggy. I give up. And tat just about sums everything.

2011-01-14T18:35:00.001+08:00

I spent 11 hrs at work tdae. Goodness.

2011-01-13T16:49:00.001+08:00

Bloggy! Hehe right now im killing time waiting for kobis whose having a haircut. Noe wad, jus now while eating, kobis made a deal. He oredi finished his meal bt i was obviously struggling with mine n was halfway thru. So... He said that if i cud finished my meal (smth i usualli dont do), he'll get me an ice cream n little does he know that i cant lose face. So with perot nak meletop, i slowly ate. Bt hes such an ass cos he kept saying 'ure so full!! ' etc etc while making puking face. Bt i was so damn determined thAt the whole plate licin in the end hahahhaha! In ur face kobis! Hahahahaha bt of cos he cudnt bliv it cos obviously i looked like i cud throw up anitime. So ok in the end he announced 'ok i get ice cream! But the small milo one'

Kau. Cheapskate sia kobis. *angry face*

2011-01-10T10:08:00.001+08:00

Gng to wild wild wet with my bf is one of the most cutest outings haha. Bt i got scars tho. Nasty bf's fault. Okla must wotk byebye

2011-01-09T11:00:00.001+08:00

Tats what u get when u take me for granted. Bye

2011-01-03T21:20:00.001+08:00

At sheng siong, i gt food stuff to stock up at my table drawer and damns, i spent 40 bucks! Hahahhaha

2011-01-02T19:55:00.001+08:00

Decluttering clothes from the wardrobe is harder than i thought and even after carefully picking out unwanted(some are tooo lapok or jus plain ugly i wonder why i had them) pieces into the reject pile, my wardrobe is not looking any better. This is very tough thing to admit but i, raihana, hereby needs to stop shopping for she, has come to a realisation that she has too many clothes. :S

2011-01-02T01:18:00.001+08:00

Here i am on ebuddy at 1 am in the morn and in two days time id have to wake up 5.30am next morning. Ahhhhhh i dunwana go to work! I wana sleeep!!!!!! (n still get paid, possible? Hehe)

2011-01-01T11:56:00.001+08:00

The past few outings with ny sweetheart were just pleasant and lovely. Maybe i should note them down so that id remember til im old. Ull never know if ull get alzheimers disease.

Haha i shall nvr forget that of all the places he can choose to be romantic, he chose mcdonalds. Til i had to let go of ur hand and say 'can we do this smwhr else?' hahaha bt even so, its one of the realli sweet moments i shall nt forget. Cos i noe u dun sweet talk, and wen u do, it doesnt come from archives or aniting. Its jus downright sincere:)

Thursday, in the middle of a workshop, he kept calling me and i was having a sixth sense that he would invite me to universal studios and i was right! Tho i wasnt counting on it initialli but wad else cud it be til he had to col. Niwae, kobis, thanks for inviting me! I lovvve mummy! Luckily there was another free ticket. I guess im jus pure lucky hehe. N also ur frens are very welcoming and nice people that i didnt feel awkward or aniting. Next time we go, we must have a picture with puss in boots! He's such a sweetheart, even without the macho voice haha. N at the chocolate factory, wen u asked me to choose anything i like as a treat, i was soooo happy! If only tat happens in a coach boutique hahahha! Bt reali, thx for invitin me cos tats one of the nicest places ive ever been to! (bt nth beats parasailing view at bali haha)

N yesterday, haha i guess it didnt start off really well. Oh screw it. Apart from that, i had fun haha i duno about u tho. Tho i stil forgot to bring my french book, we had fun creating words of our own at changi beach hahaha. N im glad u found ur military jackett dear. U look realli smart and handsome to me hehe. I loike.
N yeah, i love grocery shopping with u cos i can ketuk u! Hahaha bt of cos ill limit it to two bucks at most hehe. N yes, i will take revenge on u on wad u did to me at changi! I was talking bt he kept quiet n then i looked at him and for all u noe, he was lifting his ass towards me n making a horrible face to force out smelly air n damn, the sound came out horrible! Basket sia! Purposely fart at me! But i had fun shouting 'EEEE KENTOT' so tat others cud hear HAHA

Hehe i guess ydae was realli funny. U can just sing along with me with my stupid song yday haha. Ure such a fun bf booboo.

Rai~

2010-12-28T15:18:00.001+08:00

Akid went to kkh to have a checkup and he's not back yet. I miss him already:(

2010-12-28T14:10:00.001+08:00

Bloggy, im so sad:(...

2010-12-26T09:59:00.001+08:00

U have no idea how it hurts me on that very day. U say its 'normal'. Then fine. It's just a matter of time now.

Presents! Haha

2010-12-24T01:17:00.001+08:00

Hehe u can never have too many presents! I love them all. Including the absent chocolate banana cake *burps*

my 21st.

2010-12-13T14:00:00.003+08:00

my 21st was way more that i imagined it to be.

it was splendid, no less. and perhaps right now im the happiest girl in the world.

but first and foremost, i'd like to express some gratitude to God. He made me live till 21 and im thankful for all that i have. im sorry im not pious but i never forget im a muslim and i never forget that my fate is in YOUR hands. and that i may not live the next day but YOU always grant me my wishes in my prayers every night before i go to bed. YOU always wake me up the next day knowing i still have the people i love, esp my dad.

its a miracle we still have him with us and my dad is the best man i will ever know cos he gave me my present 2 days before my birthday and it was a pair of lovely earrings. to imagine him walking into the jewellery shop and picking the pair esp for me, (after 12 hours of tiring work and mind u, he's 64) is just really heartwarming. i hope my dad knows that when i nag at him about his diet, it's because i care about him. i hope his birthday shoes realli lessens his gaut pain.

ok i'd like to list the surprises first so that i shall remember till im old.

on my birthday, i went ice skating with my favourite girls, wana mas sarah and had a bruise on my siku thanks to wana. hahaha. then had a karaoke session which was so funny lah.

at genting, my aed frens surprised me with a cake at kenny rogers. they were so against me asking for the bill and while i was busy estimating the cost of the meals, they suddenly sang happy birthday while a waiter placed a cake in front of me. they even videotaped it haha. very cute la.

on to something more recent,

i actually had a birthday chalet bbq, twice in a row. once with my family and the next by my friends.

it was amazing, to say the least, cos my bestfriends, best buddies, good guy friends came and it means alot to me.

here's the polaroid. thanks to zawana who bought for me coloured films!

so the ones in the pics are those who attended, except sarah whom i forgot to take with her cos apparently the polaroid film finished.

thanks to mas who came early to help me prepare *roll eyes at khalis* hahaha. thanks to zawana and mas for the delicious choc banana cake which i havent eaten haha. thanks to ados for being so rajin, helping to drive us around. if not for him, we wudnt eat ikan pari haha. thanks to ali ifwat for coming even tho they had zookout. thanks to sarah who gave up her zookout ticket cos she feels bad not attending. thanks to all who came like nas n bf, huda n bf. thanks to my bestie khadijah who forgot to take more pics after eating hahahahha! perangai babs hahaha but its ok, u took nice prep photos dear. i love them all.

and thanks to my loving boyfriend, khalis who made it happen.

letter to my boyfriend:

this above polaroid is my fav cos i cud see his nice right dimple. hehe.

i really don't know how to thank you, my dear muhammad khalis for the whole birthday chalet thingy. even though he didnt have time to prepare things cos he's in army, i knew he would if he had the time. at least you bought me my fav royals cake hehe, i loike! i'm really touched that you're spending all these money on me although i know how tight you are and i know u put aside $xx every month before this so that i could have the best 21st. i know money is not the measure of your love for me but knowing that you decrease expenditure for yourself and u stopped shopping for months just so that you meet the amount, i know that no one else would do that for me. thanks for everything dear, you're such a sweetheart and i truly love you.

your loving girlfriend, rai.

Bloggy im so sad:'(

2010-11-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

2010-11-27T17:47:00.001+08:00

it's bloody unfair.

me n mr handsome

2010-11-24T22:29:00.004+08:00

bloggy. u noe. i really miss akid while i was at genting.

so much so that i feel that theres something wrong with me cos he's not even my son hahaha

so this above pic is the lock screen pic for my phone so that i dun miss him that much

tdae, he wasnt sleeping well and wen he dont slp, someone must carry him cos he would turn on his siren. he's the type of baby who must be carried 24/7 unless he's sleeping. so perhaps he knew i am back from genting and so he bullied me alot tdae haha but i dun mind bringing him on a tour around the house and singing to him lullabies.

oklah boiboi

2010-11-08T21:13:00.001+08:00

haha see! he is soo small compared to me.

that day when he went over to his paternal grandparents side, i miss him so much that the next day i made him sleep beside me while watching tv. akid is just so cute la. :)

k boiboi

2010-10-15T22:18:00.001+08:00

bloggy! akid is sleeping and im so bored.

2010-10-15T14:25:00.002+08:00

hello bloggggggy

did i tell u i have a new handsome nephew

he's the cutest thing on planet earth, really

n when he smiles (it happens without reason, once in a day or even 2), woah its really heartwarming.

his hair spikes up, so he already has a sense of style haha

n his skin is so smooth,

n i wish he would wake up more so that i could see his curious face more often

he realli likes it when i dukung him around the house

cos he would look here and there with curious glances

n the best thing is when he falls asleep in my arms

awwwwww

i miss baby akid.

boiboi

rai~

2010-10-05T21:18:00.002+08:00

dear bloggy,

it is such a pity that bibi (its his new nickname. we figured booboo was too long haha. say wadever u want, i think the name is cute) has a sit test on my birthday weekend. either way, his chalet idea is not possible, with the limited slots and minimum 2 nights booking for all.

he cant take leave so on my real birthday date, i shall be at home, bored to death. maybe i could start to pack for genting trip but still, u know what i mean.

i know its really an unavoidable circumstance but on birthday? i almost feel that it was solely done on purpose cos it seems like such a sickening coincidence.

enough of whining, i have a new iPhone. didnt i mention? hehe.

i didn't know at first i would like it this much.

it has practically everything that i want ; music, games, fast browsing safari.

as i am not a hardcore user, the free apps are enough to keep me entertained during journeys to school, for now. ahhaha.

and cos im still using my old birthday phone (no dad, i wont throw away the bdae present) to sms cos prepaid has still got some balance, i hardly touch iPhone and the batt lasted 2 days.

haha i feel like im promoting iPhone now.

k enough. i wana go and be a mak nenek fr awhile longer at msn. tata

rai~

2010-10-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

maccy, i got another baby who is iPhone. dun worry maccy, u will never be neglected, jus like kobis. hehe. muah!

sorry maccy i nvr use u alot these days to update blog.

i miss blogging but sometimes i don't things that are interesting to update about

oh. for childrens' day, we had a macarena dance which all of these kids laugh when it comes to the butt shaking part. i suppose thats the last time im ever gona dance to marcarena haha

came into class after that and my class kids were like saying about it n i went 'NO it wasn't me! it was another teacher!' ahahaha i like to sakat them. they're alot better now and they deserved the childrens' day gifts.

ok gtg do smth for tmr!

tata

rai~

2010-07-28T10:14:00.001+08:00

just a quick note:

i was so happy this morning when my student, after being explained a problem sum, said ''Ms Raihana, u explain then i understand eh!!*beaming*''

awww.:)

bye.

2010-07-25T09:19:00.003+08:00

blogggy baby!

sorry ive been too busy to update u bloggy. i even hardly touch maccy nowadays.

niwae, diam tak diam, another roughly 2 more weeks and it will be puasa time! and at home, im already feeling the raya mood coming up with pieces of cloth on the floor of my room as a result of my mom altering my kebaya (its ready-made, jus had to make it a little smaller to suit me, or so we thought. turned out the jahitan was all screwed up and my mom had to reconstruct the whole planning again. but that would mean my kebaya would be a perfect fit. + reconstruction will cost me quite abit haha). so she's altering my bedsheet and also my curtains. then i suggested to her she could open a company called 'Ramlah's Repair' which was only greeted by her sneering and rolling of eyes:P haha. she always so eksyen.

on thurdays night, i had a pretty bad cold and knew i wouldnt make it through the day if i went to school the next day. but i've already prepared 8 reward prizes (each with hello panda, gummies and sweets) for my reader's theatre pupils for a job well done.(the teacher asked me to train them, so i was drama teacher for a few weeks haha). so i thought giving them those titbits on a friday would be a good 'closure' for the week so with my ghostly upfront, i got to school in the morning, passed the teacher the titbits, and went to the polyclinic. but im a little sad that i missed the class photo taking as well :(.

and i duno if its just me or chlorpherinamine, im feeling so light headed now n i ought to get some rest first before my outing with my dear booboo later.

bubye

2010-06-27T14:23:00.003+08:00

yesterday i had an outing to marina bay sands with my dear kobis..

n then at one point of time, smth happen, i forgot wad i did that made him awwwww... then..

him: ure so cute. can i marry u?

me: erm.. hehe ya

him: hehehe

me: *snaps back to reality* eh is that your way of proposing to me? so not romantic -.-

him: ah. but u're stil smitten

me: (ya i was). hmm.

ahahha i duno why i find it so funny. he can say smth so swit and switch it into a joke to somewhat make fun of me and he nvr fails to. haha gendut ah that idong bsar!!!!! i hate u ah hahaha.

marina bay sands, although not completely done up yet, with half the shops closed and lotsa construction sites stil ongoing, is quite beautiful. hehe. theres that sampan ride... theres an outdoor space from which u cud see esplanade, and theres a big bowl which i reckon a huge fountain will come up from.

man i wana go toilet. got big business haha byebye!

2010-06-25T14:31:00.015+08:00

blogggy!

so long since i update u. been busy lately.

ive been scrapbooking away till wee hours of the morning...

hehe! im not an expert la but thats what i can come up with, with pics from bali trip.

my room has 3 different sized frames now :D

for items stolen from hard rock bali.

for jakarta.

made a few months back.

been to genting with zawana and kopit...

corkscrew! this rollercoaster is really thrilling. for me la haha cos terbalik terbalik all.

haha i call this the pampers ride.
we're in london now. haha
starbucks!

was trying to call kobis up but he nvr answer! :'(

snow world! i campak ice at both of them! haha

this was to celebrate wana's 21st + 1 month birthday hahaha.

ok i cant afford to load all genting pics. and there were some spooky events at night... huhu....

niwae, had a car rally ydae... school held it. we had to go to compasspoint, tat newater place and etc and got back 2nd last position hahaha. but it was quite fun.

had a photoshoot for my bestfren's portfolio last few weeks back. haha its really funny. i really cant become a model. i will laugh while posing. but here's my favourite shot. i noe i dun look wow or wateva but i jus like it hehe.

okla im realli tired. bubye!

rai~

2010-06-02T10:13:00.002+08:00

gotta bring my dear 3j to kampong glam tmr haha. i duno if they will behave with me but ohwell.

and pop photos are here! weeeeee~

byebye!

2010-05-26T13:30:00.001+08:00

tmr, booboo is gona look like a casanova with two ladies accompanying him during pop. hahaha. okla okla. wana, u take picture ok hheehe!

2010-05-16T11:13:00.002+08:00

in a while, im gona go visit the doc again in order for him to diagnose me properly. i had a fall at esplanade ydae. luckyly, not at the waterfront, else my screams would be mistaken as an excerpt from the metal band playing hehe. mcm btul. niwae, i just wana say that my booboo is such a treasure. i wana write it down not to display how nice he is or anything but i just wana really say thankyou and how much i appreciate all the things u did.

the moment i fell down the stairs, i guess my "very loud"(he said) screams made him panick. seriously, it was that excruciating. he wanted to call that doctor cos i guess he was so panicky and didnt know wad he's tinking and end up saying 'i wana call doctor but i duno the number. u noe?' can u imagine? im the victim here and i came up with the most logical solution and suggested we take cab to a clinic. haha he so funny la wen he's panicky. booboo, u think i mane nye anak datok got family doctor? hahaha

in the cab, he applied the ice pack for me (he got them from a drink kiosk) and while doing that, he fell asleep. so ksian he so tired.

then we got to the clinic where the doc said he cant diagnose yet wether its serious or not, and thats why ill have to return there again today.

in the bus otw home, i was hungry oredi. and then after sending me halfway up the bridge afterwhich i manage to slowly limp to my block, he rushed to loyang point and brought me back macdonalds.

haiz. i was so mean to him in the cab and all, complaining and scolding him but he's jus so patient with me that at the end of the day i said ''ure just so sweet. can i just marry u? :)''

thank you for everything sayang.

rai~

2010-05-14T07:58:00.001+08:00

excited but fearful.

2010-05-13T09:14:00.003+08:00

bloggy darling.

what happened this morning was such a coincidence.

i was happily walking from the 21 bus stop to the 168 bus stop when i remembered him calling me the morning before and then i randomly searched for my phone in my bag and once i got hold of it, the screen was blinking with 'kobis' name appearing and disappearing. like okae? i was jus tinking of him and there he is replying to my thoughts. i wonder if our sub-concious thoughts are related cos the timing is just nice.

i cant wait to see him on saturday.

rai~

2010-05-12T11:43:00.002+08:00

blogggy. im here catching a breather. helped out in the art club jus now. hands painful but art is always enjoyable.

next i gotta do copper tooling for Y.O.G. as well, which wen the HOD asked hw it will go, i went 'its gona be 10bucks/hr'. hehehe!

niwae

booboo called me in the morning just as i was about to leave home, about 6.30 plus

him: eloooo

me: hi!(so damn delighted) why are u calling me so early in the morning? (still beaming)

him: haha i woke up, and i cudnt sleep back

me: ouh la so u called me cos u cant slp back? nt cos u wake up to call me?

him: ah ya haha

me: SO NOT romantic!!!!

hahaha then of cos we continued to tok bout other things such as where he's going for sightseeing tmr. like floating market and some farm etc and that his flight is already chged to an earlier and that he seriously doesnt wan me to fetch him, he says he's jus meet me in the day. but isnt it so sweet if i do fetch:) yep so thats about it.

i cant bliv it oso la that its already coming to an end. i actually survived it, well, going to aniway and i jus wish him a safe flight and see u soon booboo. muah!

rai~

2010-05-11T19:31:00.002+08:00

my booboo called me after 7 days of absence. haiz. i mean its very nice to hear him and all but like it was quite a short conversation. he is becoming sick due to immunosuppression due to lack of sleep so i guess he's sleeping now.

i really miss him bloggy. if i tink of him and our outings and all, my eyes will soon well up. so the best way is to not think of him but i feel bad sometimes cos i am suppose to miss him but im too sensitive.

jus now he hinted that he wanted me to fetch him then say 'takderla takderla' then i said that if i realy were to fetch sure he happy which was instantly greeted with 'SAPE TAK!!' and i can imagine him beaming over at thailand. i dont mind fetching but the excuse to give to my mom ape? its quite difficult.

and ydae night, i had such a bad nausea that i didnt slp until like 11 plus after i put some balm onto my tummy then it was better. to make sure im as near as possible to the toilet, i ended up sleeping in between my parents. it was squeezy but comfy :)

now im very tired. byebye

rai~

2010-05-09T18:04:00.001+08:00

bloggggggy! the thing i want most right now is SLEEP!

2010-05-05T11:59:00.001+08:00

bloggggggy!

everything MUST go on smoothly :) and i think im getting a real gastric now cos we nvr eat dinner ydae nite. bt its suppose to be tonite. nt ydae nite. hahahha!

2010-05-03T13:42:00.000+08:00

see how much i set aside for booboo's souvenir. hehe!

2010-05-03T10:18:00.002+08:00

bloggy! 3 more days. i must remind myself not to eat on wednesday night like that so that things go as planned :) and make sure i dun fart or burp. hahaha mas wud know what i mean.

and before u noe know, its day 10 of kobis absence! i am really amazed with myself, really.

but its really my friends who are im very thankful to. like wana, mas, wario... they always reply me when i sms them, i think they know i have trouble coping with this totally bizarre experience. and they always make me laugh from their witty and funny smses and conversations on msn. and when its them, i realli can take my mind off things for awhile, stress hormones gng down. hehe.

i am really thankful to have friends such as them :) love you all. :)

rai~

2010-05-02T16:10:00.003+08:00

bloggggy!

its wana kopit and me n maybe asmara n mas whose gng genting in mid june. weeeeeeeeeeee~

i cant bliv taufiq agreed when i explain long2 that there might onli be me and zawana.

haha but good la the bodyguard will only have 2 girls to look after hehe

its 4 days from now. the u noe wad. :) but interestingly, im not that excited anymore. its like the rush has fully been excreted out from me or something. i cant explain it. perhaps the home alone thing for 2 days has made me so melancholy like ebenezer scrooge :P. and im not done lipating alll the kain. thr is stil a miscellaneous pile (its the undergarments pile) that i havent touched yet and im so lazy/lethargic (the latter is more accurate) to do it.

and on top of that, there's stil a sci wksht not yet marked, and better yet, no answer key. i forgot to collect it from the classroom cos i was too busy being frustrated on that friday, wen i knew i will be left behind in sg while the whole lot of my family is leaving for another country. and to survive 2 days without family and boyfriend is quite an accomplishment. but i miss them both.

called my mom earlier to ask if shed be bringing home dinner for me and i said i was sick of the curry in the fridge (thats my breakfast/lunch for 1 and half days) and i got nagged at hhaahha. and she said they'll come back abt 10 or 11pm. knowing them, i know its half an hr after the later timing. so its 11.30. but actually i can survive without dinner like yesterday hehe but at 10.30, my tummy maake noise and i scared myself cos i tot 'WAD SOUND IS THAT' cos i was oredi getting to slp (and im ALL alone,mind u) and then i realised its only my tummy. so silly. my bf would have laughed. haiz i miss him.

and jus now, while throwing the rubbish into rubbish chute, something terribly embarrassing happened. it ends with me with a red butt. guess u can tell wad happened. haha. kla bye!

rai~

2010-05-02T11:36:00.001+08:00

blogggy... i have a terrible headache. :(

2010-05-01T16:27:00.002+08:00

bloggy

i realli dont understand my body

as in the lethargic pattern

sometimes i jus wana chill n watch tv bt wen its too long, ill feel light headed once i get up and all

so its better if i jus do some housework, perspire a little and then id feel better bt after awhile the lethargy hits again. its like id nvr feel fresh. but its actually one of the symptom of being a person with low blood pressure. haiz.

niwae, i changed my bedsheet to my pink flowery one. its so pretty noe. its got red and black flowers with purple stripes. :)

i really miss my booobooo. he will call on mondae or tmr night.. either way, ill wait :)

oklah bubye

2010-05-01T10:38:00.003+08:00

things to do today:

1. take out bedsheet

2. wash new bedsheet

3. lipat kain while watching princess diaries

4. science wksht marking

5. sweep house abit if i feel like it. ahhahaha

no that much wen u list it down.

ouh btw, booboo called me unexpectedly ydae. which is kind of exciting and very sweet. but he called me wen i was talking to zawana, so it was rude of me to hang up on wana. but on the other hand, its like he calls once in a few days, so luckily zawana is ok about it, im sooo sorry zawana. on any other day if he was in sg n he called me, i wont put down the phone like tat. :(

n this time round, i asked him how he was! hehe i remembered. cos zawana ask me tat time 'how is he?' and i realised i didnt ask. wad a girlfren rite.

and its gona be either tioman/sibu/genting. i forgot why genting is not such a preferred option.

and actually quite expensive i realise, the packages that i picked up from the travel agency at lavender ydae.

one night in kl-148, one night in genting -168 = 316 for hotel and transport.

so yea i guess its gona be expensive

now i remember

its so that we dun waste time travelling. tats why sibu/tioman is more preferred.

so its gona be like a relaxed kind of outing, on the beach, snorkel..(again) haha cant wait!

okok

ive written abt all the things im excited about

buhbye

rai~

2010-05-01T10:28:00.003+08:00

tats me! blum mandi. hahahaha

im allllll ALONe at home you noe. so ive got everything to myself. tv, toilet, phone. and all

wana noe wad happened?

my parents are supposed to pick me up yesterday from sch at 3

then my dad called me up at 2 saying that my passport expires in 4 mths

God

means canot lepas la if the custom ppl are strict

but not gng to kampong is stil ok

but not gng on my vacation nxt week, that makes me wana cry

so i rushed to ica, and did some things and went home. i cant elaborate more la hehe

okla bubye

2010-04-30T12:22:00.001+08:00

bloggy! in 2 and a half hrs time, ill be relaxing in the car on a 6 hr ride otw balik kmpg. weeeeee~

wish me and my family a safe journey ok.

buhbye

rai~

2010-04-29T22:51:00.001+08:00

exactly one week from now. :D

2010-04-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy!

gotta pack bag for balik kampong tmr!

2010-04-28T21:57:00.003+08:00

my favourite nemo on copper.

2010-04-27T11:41:00.000+08:00

hehe!

2010-04-27T09:23:00.003+08:00

10 more days!!! yay!!!!

right now i jus wana think about my trip.... about wad to wear... about handsome tak the hotel porter..NYAHAHAHAHA.

right now im quite cheerful, i like to see my cute p3 girls asking me maths qns and see them complete their work on their own with some kickstart from me. its really a nice feeling to guide these kids who in the end learn something. but i hope they remember what to do during their exam next week cos i wont be seeing them during their paper.

today is tuesday

tomorrow CCA day where i can kaypoh go art club

thursday hmmm nothing much, ill be awaiting his call, IF he wana call that is

friday, balik kampong!

sunday come back

mondae labour day

if this was a normal week, id be so excited and elated and all but even so, time seem to pass by rather slowly, and its like without my will..

my cousin is getting married on saturday and im just not that excited cos i duno if my favourite cousin will be there to accompany me cos it seems like everyones married and i have no one to talk to at the kampong nowadays. and in a few yrs time, if my fav cousin get married, then i should get married too! cos if not i no fren hahahaha.

i wana come up with a checklist for our holidae. buhbye!

rai~

2010-04-26T19:09:00.001+08:00

the more i see your picture, the more i miss you, the more i wana hold hands with you and talk crap with you. but you're just too far away. come back :(

2010-04-25T21:06:00.003+08:00

today i felt so lonely cos i didnt follow my family to the zoo. cos i had no mood. n if i went, my sis had to pay so i rather let her go. i duno why, altho i miss my niece and nephews, i didnt have the mood.

and on whole day, he nvr called me:(...

i noe its not his fault.

day 2

2010-04-25T12:03:00.001+08:00

trying to keep myself busy. :)

2010-04-25T10:45:00.002+08:00

all thanks to my beloved maccy.